‚ô•Friday, April 24, 2009‚ô•

hohohoho..today..woke up late..yyy???cos feeling sharp pain n cramp over tummy....hahaha MENSES!!!help..no wonder lately eat a lot...

wooo..oo...recieved ping mei's msg saying that she bought my sandwich..ah!!!straight away bathe n when down to pto...hahaha sound like a hungry ghost..hahaha..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!the sandwhich pipi love the most,,,too bad...heehee hmpf..ping mei out of sudden veri nice to me...is she up to something or she wants to poison me???cos i m veri noisy at work???haha no cant be the reason because i m too cute n nice for her to do that..n i m her one n only tofu girl...rite???hahaha...today she dressed like a mina....haha..red n black...oh swimming cancelled n changed to JOGGING wahssss....veri long nv jog liao.....
Coming Monday will be meeting shireen at cck to get her out from her house to work and eat Breakfast at the same time..Hmpf better wake up woh babe!


Had dinner with my bro n sis @ sunplaza..do we look alike?

Just msg Bong bong..miss her...she is preparing for her exams..she just met up with martin to revise with her work..hahaha bong bong says martin is more patient than marcus...How can that be..lol gonna meet her during the 16 may after her exam...
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THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Thursday, April 23, 2009‚ô•

hi guys..this morning i managed to wake up early..hohoohohoh..for the sake of my breakfast..hmm..but was a little late..and due to train problem...i was even late...forever de lah...
think some one jump or wat..it was by the train person that due to track fall..dunno??

Anyway...i had my 3 meals punctually for these few days...wat haarpen???hahaha..its sounds bad rite..but its actually healthy...hahahaha..just cant control my meals...maybe menses cuming??dunno..usually dun have this kind of symptoms de...not sure either..hahaha..i do really enjoy working whenever ping mei is around..hahaha..she is lame...we are like the 24/7 radio..always sing in the tele room..siao de..today i was laughing and was toking to my client at the same time...n my client couldnt hear my voice at all..n i was forced to put down the phone cos i really cant control my laughter...n wasnt sure what was i laughing at...Veri Smart...hahaha...hmpf!get fat when i m with her too!!!well gonna swim this sun..Ping Mei jia you!!Oh ya shireen is another one...she always stared at her leads whenever she is bored..hahaha today she was alone on the other seat...so i called her using office no...hahahaha..she is cute!and ..gonna motivate her to cum early to work!!!earn more money for ur lasik dear..n our genting trip??

heehee...after my work..i went to meet my sister at bishan..yeah...finally only me n her alone...
she wanted to buy her stuff at Mini toons...hmm..in the end also nv buy but we bought something else...shall show it to u tml..no time to make...hohoho...excited to c??its something cute...we went to macdonald..and the best is i m having slight feverish...

Ping mei...cum n join us..its nice....ur supper is equalise to all this..so no diff..cum join us...oops..i gonna be fatty again..but dun worry..recently i was more on a healthy track...i wana be radiant n not walking around with a sick look...hehehe...healthy modern lifestyle...:)


Thats my twin sister..hey actually other than me by 3 yrs k...i look like the elder..tats more like it!

after dinner..we went to mini toons lo..hehehe..remembered that ah pi bought 2 bull dog for me and we even sign up for the membership for free..heehee...n the 3rd bull dog which is the smallest ah pi bought it at KL for me..singapore dun have de..heehee..hmpf!

anyway today i drank plenty full of water liao...Pay day cuming..and oh ya i bought a new top..my sister paid for me lst!!arghhhh $43..its really nice n i find that it will not be out-dated even few yrs down the road..n its sexy...wee wu wee..i thnk really worth buying..if the top is $35..i might be happier?n think bong bong sure like this..its a big baby doll but a bit low cut guess she wont buy..thinking whether to alter it..hai~c how it goes..dun like baby doll..make me look fat.....

Nites..gonna bathe n slp..

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Wednesday, April 22, 2009‚ô•

this morning surpose to have breakfast with shireen but in the end didnt...cos she got something on?hahah but tml i will be having breakfast with my ping mei..

hmm...i woke up ard 12 noon..and was lazing ard..emo-ing the way..today is my day with pipi...its 22nd..hmm..nv really feel much about it..i dun wanna to think because it will affect my work...which i noe pipi will not like it...but somehow my brain dun listened to wat i say..its really a pity to end our relationship just like tat..i noe that i dun deserve u...n i really tot so..but deep down i really love u...to apologise to u isnt good enuff...but i willingly to change for all ur sake...allow me to take care of u through out ur life...but this will not be the ending...well like i say..i just want u to be happy nothing more than that...I have cut out all the possible way of contacting with u..i really want to set u free as i noe u want space...with my existence is an obstruction to u...u wont be able to start new life which u are looking forward to...pipi..ninnin really feel veri happy for the past 4 yrs..dun remember all the quarrels but those happy memories..thank u..as for u..i m really sorry..i didnt really leave any good memories...but i hope u will always remember those happy n bad times that we went thru..not contacting you ddoesnt mean i have forgotten about u...my soul is with u all the time..can u feel it?My promises to u will remain..i will stay away from u n come back to ur comfort zone here if u need it..:)

Hmm..after this long emo times i went to work...work till veri late..ate alot as usual..
tml ping mei goin to treat me eat breakfast..got to rch pto at 8.30am..haha i gtg to work from 9 to 9 liao...wooo...ooo..

Think pipi exams should be finish le bah..:)finally can rest le...enjoy out there with ur friends!

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Tuesday, April 21, 2009‚ô•

Well..today..paige msges wake me up...she wana sub-way with mi...lol...
i get up straight from my bed n just bathe and went out to meet her.. hehehehe..

I went to prepare Shireen gift..show u..

Elmo....i have one too!
after sub-way..we went back to office n work....phew..ww...feeling full of energy...
went back n make quite a no of pages of call...ping mei n i were having lots of fun at work...she is damn lame..


We were laughing over the dreams we had (spitting all the tooth out from mouth)??
then she told me about her gum veri thin..so i showed her the above action and guess wat she did??she went to draw the pic nxt to me...lame??


Ping mei!stop grinding teeth if not...hiak hiak hiak ..u will be like me..cant close my teeth together..cant even chew food!


No comments...nxt tym should wear a magnifying glass if ur bf finds u lousy with ur tiny eyes..

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we went for dinner together with jonathan who snatched away ping mei's rice bowl...
hahahhahaha good luck to jonathan..


Had one piece of my favourite Chewy Brownie...Yummy!it would be nice if u can have it for ur teabreak together with one cup of warm milk..while reading newspaper..?

Iwent home n take stairs up to 10 floor....shiok..feels healthy..hahahha..act nia..anyway going to swim with ping mei during this weekends..or maybe friday evening...cut down my calories...stay healthy and maintain my tai tai lifestyle..Hmm but must pay my debt finish first for all this to happen..


tml gonna work at 9 am..hahhaha n i can sure wake up k to all...veri long nv squeeze with the office ppl on train liao...Nites!

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Sunday, April 19, 2009‚ô•

Why am i feeling so emo....???I hate it and always happen every morning when i wake up...I hate it...get day my day started late..i m always this tired no matter how much i slp...when can i get over it!!!!it is really veri torturing...really i mean it..but i keep telling myself wat ah pi went thru last time is worst than that...Accept it SHARON KHO!!!!this is ur retribution!!!!

Pipi..trust me..i really dont mean it to hurt u previously...I kept blaming myself all these while...I noe that blaming myself cant solve anything and its no longer the issue about getting this solved...I just cant forgive myself....i m still living in guilt even u dont love me any more....I dont want it too...I am really sorry..

Hmm...venting all my emotions out..i felt a little better...
my dad .bro n his friends were back with one queen size bed and frame...
the bed itself is quite hard ...this reminded me of the past when pipi bought one queen size bed and found out that the bed is soft...i was complaining when i slept ,he promised to buy me another bed when he got the money..pipi..i m really veri upset when all this sweet memories just pass by my brain..it is really a waste...my sister said that u can actually choose to rebuild our love than to let go..n u didnt...pipi..i m on ur side in the way that u have tried ur best...its all about feelings...feeling comes lst...No chemistry its harder to be together...pipi..sometimes i m wondering whether do u feel something missing in ur life or u totally forget about the existence of me..?i just wanna noe whether is that a small little point of time that u sort of remembered me?tot of me?Its really painful when one lose feelings for the other...n its totally no feelings at all..not even the missing feeling..Even i miss my friend..pipi..sometimes i m wondering m i really this stupid and not smart enuff to be ur gf..cos i myself prefer smart guys cos they can take care of the family and will not lose out...so does it apply to u who wants a gal who is smart smart de ne?some one whose engish is as powerful as urs?or at least understand ur words?pipi..i despise myself...my english sucks..I dont even noe what are u toking about when u are chatting wif intelligent ppl..i noe u can bring down ur level to mine..but i guess u prefer someone same as u??:)this might be the smallest percentage of reason that u left me n clearly know that i m not ur type and u want someone who has same frequency as u??:)I still believe that u really once deeply in love with me and was not bcos of that.. Deep down in my heart, i m the one who ruined the relationship and my own happiness...whatever reason u gave it to me was just to chase me away..n i noe u dun mean it..u just dont have the feelings anymore..i understand:)
Pipi..when u are not around ,i miss u..today i packed all my stuff on my table..
and some of the things really reminded me of u..


remember this pipi??u purposely put in ur bag so that if i m hothot u will fan for me..cos ah pi noes that ninnin scared of hot n the worst is get angry erh..


These stuff??when we started working for ur dad??property agent?ur favourite directory n ur professional file??its tired but i enjoy viewing the house with u and do the tokings..


This serum i bought it at bugis n that is when u vomiited and kept having diarhea...i went to buy charcoal for u??in the end u vommited every thng...lately we send u to hospital?i accompanied u thru out..n still remeber wat u said to be..u thank me for not meeting my friend and told me that at point of time u needed me the most..pipi..now who is my turn that nid u...but unfortunately u left me..but i never blame u at once for losing feeling for me..nv ever..and no one can just blame u.. Maybe over my dead body?


remember this??u asked me to write down my expenses??i told u actually dont nid but u told me like this then i will noe where all my money gone too...hmm..i will continue to do so...i will not just write but i will control my finance well..


I m always this HOT...after packing the room..other times also feeling hot...always..hai~dunno y..hahaha..
Oh ya pipi..Heard that jurong east swimming complex close liao..oops...how are u going to swim..n will be reopen during june woh..oopsy..oh ya u still got ur soccer...just hope that u will be careful during kicking the ball..u always get injured..be careful...pipi..in ur facebook i have seen ur profile n indeed u really noe how to attract gals...i hopee that the nxt one will be the one who bring colours to ur life..ur happiness matters to me..n like i say..i will be quietly stay as a comfort zone for u..ninnin welcome u back..i can nv love the nxt person more than u..just like martin can nv love rachael more than ah xin...

Oh Ya..lately my bong bong gonna sit for her exam..waiting to meet her...n waiting for ming fang sheng zi(hahah meeting her for exercise session,still got to wait for her free time)...

hwahh...~~gonna slp now...nid beauty slp....er hem!now aredy 1.26am..beauty sleep time over..

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Saturday, April 18, 2009‚ô•

didnt really have mood for the whole day...

I went to meet Serene n shiya for awhile to jp....they want to find their advisor?to tell him she wants to quit??
On my way there i was really damn emo...lots of memoriees just flash back...still rmb the time when pipi and i cycle to JP??after that we go find our parking lots???then have our dinner???
I was veri happy as i noe they gonna extend the shopping centre...n deep in my heart i was thinking if the shopping centre opens pipi dun haf to travel so far with me n shop..near his house n convenient if he wants to go home:)n we can cycle!!save money..but now???hai~regretted and serene is right...regrets are meant to rmb...anyway..i didnt wanna go hm alone taking train along this line as i nid distractions from friends..i dont want tink too much again..but max was down at Jp to fetch serene and shiya to boat quay n i wanted to go hm..i asked them to fetch me hm as well...but dunno wat happen..serene nearly quarrel with max cos of tat..anyway later...max apologise to mi...hahaha had a diffrent view of him now:)

When i was on my way home alone..lots of things came into my mind at one go..things like how pipi chase after mi n how he asked mi to be his gf...thats when the time i saw my sister at void deck toking on the phone..i sat down down silently bside her and had my tears dropped continuosly...and tok things out..felt better after that..hmm..after that i went hm after my bathe.....

OOps..felt bad lately..didnt really get much appointments for yijie..
and She really dun like to ans call...weirdo??hahahaha she is nice actually...
and i befriended a new friend named jonathan..hahaha he is long nian de..same as ah xin..
anyway...I like the company of shireen and might want to ask her go overseas with me..really feel comfortable with her..hope she feels it in that way too???:)

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Thursday, April 16, 2009‚ô•

hmm..ytd was quite a tiring day..

lots of things to update...
one by one no pushing ahh..hh

Bong bong lst..she was fxxking lucky...she managed to get back all her stuff..money everything intact..damn heng heng...bong bong...good for u ah..

Well...ytd nite was my lst time miting ping mei's suitor...and the suitor wanted to intro me guys...holy shit!!!match making again???n He drives fast!!!we went to bedok 85 to eat ba chor mee..wow..actually also not say veri nice leh..wah..i ate alot of things ytd..oats la..milk la...mr bean pancake..bowl of noodle...n all the suppers...ohh no...
hmm..on my way...i m quite emo...n tats the time when pipi msg me asking back his psp..
his msg were all quite hurting n i didnt wanna mention it again..cos no point..it was all my fault..
each n everytime toking about him..my day really down...i cried after toking to my sister...cos i really got no one to tok to....


oo...oo..I started working for other agents le..oops..its ping mei de agent..
hmm..not bad she..her communication skill is there man..haha..wish her good luck for all the appointments i have made for her..

oo...oo this morning nothing much didnt think alot...just emo-ing on the bed...
went to work late..oops..today nv make calls for my advisor...oops...

...

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Wednesday, April 15, 2009‚ô•

hmm..today whole day have been thinking wat to do...hmm..i purposely go work late de woh..so work until late at nite then go hm..then jiu slp le...tomorrow..oops should be tonite cos now aready 12.52am le,i will be going to bedok 85 to eat with ping mei and her suitor to eat ba chor mee..then guess they will send me home bah...cos he drives..?


Oh ya My poor bong bong lost her wallet ,keys in sch...Shit...$80 d0llars woh....
she damn suay...just ask her mother to switch from daily to weekly allowance..after got her
lst weekly allowance ,she dropped it...worst come to worst...Ah ma kept screaming at her regarding the keys...scream til she burst into tears...Ah ma rocks!Plus today is her mum's birthday..she borrowed money fromher bro to buy cake for her mum...Very filial hor??my goosebump stand after hearing this ...this person who dun return her stuff sure will have his/her karma one day...bong bong..expensive lesson learnt ya?actually not as expensive compared to mine..hmm shall not talk about this today...Bong bong no money pls look for mi..dun be a Bull so ti ki...lao niang now working..have nothing else but money..$$$$$...

End month is cuming soon....i m scared..hmm...dun think about it...lalalala...I want to be happy every now n then..when the day cums then think...

Bong Bong Bo..n..ng...gggggg..ggg...U better cum find mi if u dun have money!!!
Dun make ppl worry for ur stomach...

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Thursday, April 9, 2009‚ô•

Pipi...



I Will Be Missing You

.... NinNin

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Laalalalalalalala...

Today my sister MC day..she had some infection in her body...always heart straining..hai
nobody can help her de..

Pipi...I have a question here...
Do u miss me?
small little miss for ninnin?
Know wat pi....i had just chased away one of my suitor...his name is desheng...
he is quite persistent at first...until ytd...he said something about u that i really Hate it..
I sort of piss off with him..n scolded him..
Well..Nobody will ever have this chance to insult u :)
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THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Wednesday, April 8, 2009‚ô•

Hee...hee..lately i keep in contact wif my angel friend..Her name is Fang..
Used to have four of us hanging out...Now bak had changed her career to become KONG JIE..
Ooooo..oo..Kali and fang still in hospital..hahaha..Wat about me???not here not there..I really do enjoy being a nurse as much as a teacher....Its really nice to work under the same occupation as ur si dang...more things to chat about..n C.O.M.P.L.A.I.N & G.O.S.S.I.P.S...something we used to do..Fang waiting for my pay day..we gonna eat Dim Sum at Lao Bei Jing woh...Veri cheap de..its BUFFET...hohohoohho..

Toking about lao bei jing...reminds me of pipi...My lst time in lao bei jing at novena..
we celebrated valentine day earlier..he brought me to long john silver n bought me a packet
of fries to eat while waiting for him to come bck..hahahah he acted secretive..I m just like toddler
..he asked me not to run about and told me the fries was for me..pipi says:"Be Good! papi will be bck soon."After that he was backed with a bouquet of roses..wah!!heehee..after that we went to Lao Bei Jing eat...oo...oo the shui long bao veri nice...got soup inside de..

==========Sweet Memories========

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Tuesday, April 7, 2009‚ô•

yoyoyoyoyo...a few days nv update le..hmm..
today nv really think of him when i m alone...until....

When i had late dinner with shiya reminded me of marcus when she said she had a tummy ache after eating mac spicy...remember the new yr eve celebration i had with ah pi..I had a tummy ache and feel like vomiting after havin mac spicy...He brought me to Sembawang park to see fireworks..oh no!!guess what??He asked me for a dance!!!!Ahhhhh..
something that he wld nv do??he downloaded one romantic song in his psp..and we dance romantically...I m really touched :'' ')

Another thing that flash bck when shiya shared with us how she woke her ex up...

hahahaha...nuthing much......

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Thursday, April 2, 2009‚ô•

Hmm...What should I comment about my day???hmm sleepy,damn relac?
I was unable to get out from my bed..n ended up starting my day late..:(

Hmm..today appointments were made quite a number?:)

Oops this cuming sunday going to have gals outing again...TeleGals!!!HuHu...Wee wu Wee!
but pocket gonna have a big hole again...Nah!i wont let it happen...sure drag them go eat cheap cheap food...

Well...at this point of time...I tot of pipi again..we used to have a blog that we write down whatever we wan to say..hahaha just wana leave it as memory??
Although it nv flash back all those memories today..but I m still feeling the emptiness...Sometimes in the morning when there isnt any body at my hse..I m just like a souless person....What is my pipi doing now?i guess on facebook playing game?I m feeling helpless at times..I miss him yet cant let noe..I didnt want him to feel unhappy..Knowing that he doesnt want to lead me on and didnt want to hurt me yet he doesnt have a choice...I bet pipi isnt feeling good as well..he didnt want it to turn it out like dat too..I m willing to be the bearer of all this shit...i will give what he wants and that is to set him free:)This is the Best amendment to all the hurts i have caused in him n the only way of voicing "I m Sorry and I really love U"...
All i wanted is Not a Smile on ur face but seeing urself feeling real happy:)

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

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Today is the lst day of my full time job :)
and my BOSS was LATE...she overslpt..wohohoho...

Whole day nv really make calls...oops!

Ate 2 Siew Mai b4 work..

After work...went to meet Fang~Has been ages nv met her:)
~Alot of stuff to update..

SHIT! HP no Batt!

Rch Hm at 11plus..
bathe liao watch some damn *&#$@! LITTLE NYONYA

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Wednesday, April 1, 2009‚ô•

hello hello!!

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