‚ô•Saturday, June 27, 2009‚ô•

Coconut!!here is my update!wordy again...Must read!once in a while wordy...


Today is the day that pi will be celebrating his birthday together with his 2 brothers at Park view...sorry pi.. hope u understand that i dun feel good if i m there..I have tried my best!

hmm...i m doing part time at manulife...ytd the training was damn ...............wow...had a hard time to absorb...the bosses were good...no choice to join tele again cos got to earn for my own expenses while waiting for ttsh...i guess at least the ppl over manu is better than pru...?

Pi..i will let time heal my heart...as the saying goes "what is urs will be urs"...
Your happiness n health matters the most:)
hope u enjoy today:)

if only u feel contented,u will get the real peace...

I have learn to feel contented...n
I felt peaceful now...

Of cos...not forgetting improving ur life as well...
Balance it well!:)

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Monday, June 8, 2009‚ô•

pi..ii..

I m really feeling down...

every nite it is just a nightmare to me..
till morning will be a aimless day...

i hated myself...

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

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Saturday 6 June

I woke up till very late..probably 5 plus..
didnt went for the wedding...

went out to meet collegues click for dinner...
chatted alot...with a friend named by alfred..
You have a choice...better lot than me:)

I wondering what is pipi doing now..out wif friends?

Sunday 7 June

Woke up late again...always felt fatigue during weekends..
afraid of weekends...

my dad cook herbal chicken soup..ah pi's favourite!
i brought it over to his house for him drink before meeting serene..
pi..are u trying to provoke me n make me give up on u...?
keep telling me that the soup is not nice la can dun drink.. this kind of comments..?
after that ah pi did causually ask me not to go n ask me to sing with him..
well it sounds good..but i know that he just need someone to sing with him thats all..
you dun mean to stop me from leaving...its not negative tots but thats the fact..
i sang a few songs with him n i left cos i have aredy promised to meet serene up..
feel bad...sorry babe...got to let u wait a while...

pi..is serene right to say that you are just being courteous towards me that is y that
nite u are being nice to me..saying things that u noe u might misleading me..
Are u letting the nature take its course or u just want me to give up on my own accord..
pi...i really love u..i really do....
but trust me pi...i really noe what i wanted...
I m willing to use all the time i have in this life to take care n to love u..
will i get this rare chance to do so?
i m willing to wait for 5 years for just that chance...
to let u know how regretted n how much i needed u in my life..
this is really from the bottom of my heart..

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Saturday, June 6, 2009‚ô•

Everyday i will recieve a message n that is:

"Sharon,you know that u are paid $7 /hr instead of $10 /hr right"

daily without fail..all bosses trying to cut my pay if possible..
A mountain of shit!
You guys are doing business...dont ever try to ask people to put themself in your shoe..
At times I have tried to put it n compromised..but u guys getting farr..rrr too much..

Sick of it but that doesnt stop me from fighting for my pay..

Pushing me to one corner??give it a try..you will find that I m smarter than you:)

Hmpf...do not let my work affect my mood n become part of my life...hmpf...it can never
happen!
la la la la....

i m tired...guess not going to my sister's friend church wedding...will pass her a gift one day
...gonna sleep...hwahhhhhh..
oh ya...sunday nite having dinner with serene...
looking forward on 14 june!!!outing with coconut n ping mei!

ah pi gd nite:)

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Thursday, June 4, 2009‚ô•

well..nothing much....slept the whole day..
met my sister n her friend hui hui for dinner..
we had subway..

hmm...spicy italian sucks...
taste salty...

just trimmed my eyebrown..
$6....bought the travel pack for coconut n myself...

Sister friend by the name of wanrong...
oh dear..she is damn childish...just beccause she wasnt choosen to be bridemaid
she felt angry n decided not to turn up for her wedding dinner..
n even wanted to end her friendship with the bride..Lame!

she is a common friend btw me n kok yong...
hai~crazy..have not grown up yet...

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

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Its 5 am in the morning..
i couldnt sleep at till now...

..i finally understand what does pipi mean by i would give up one day..
Give it a thought..
pi u are awesome....

You are just like a reflection of me..
that is why i able to read ur intention..
You have choosen the best,top rated ways to deal with it...
n i agreed..

Pi..have u really thought of giving me a chance?
Yes but u decided not to...

Pi..there is really alot of unknown hurts caused in me ..
Many times i have choose not to listen..selective listening?
But trust me..it aint easy for a person who is negative to think it positively...
I have tried!i keep convincing myself...
but m i lying to myself??how long can this go on...
No doubt i m happy at times....

I can feel that ur heart is soften a little..but this is part of ur scheme..

pi..i appreciated it seriously...

i knew that i m no longer ur joy...
but i will do my best in regardless..
to share ur burdens n make u happy..

Ninnin just want you to be happy...

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Tuesday, June 2, 2009‚ô•

Monday 1 June

After my work ..



had cup of steam milk...while settling my previous pay with yijie..




yiling stressing again...

Tuesday 2 June

How much i needed a support from u pi..
Y things that are bad keep haunting me..
My life is in a mess...
n i wont allow to be it again..

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•

‚ô•Monday, June 1, 2009‚ô•

Silly me came to realise something..
Through the best of my knowledge...

5 years of waiting..
Just to put a stop to my pain,
Lending me a hand to move on,
Knowing you will try in all vains,
You earn my appreciation,
Hoping the time just stop,
No intention of raking this sweet dream,
But enjoy the moment decieving myself.

21 May 2009
Trip to Tampines



Dad dropped us at amk..sis grabbed a bun to ease her hunger..



Say cheeze!



My treats! Their very first cows junior..
me?2nd time..



Cute couples bringing a lampost me around..

I do really enjoy this outing with my sister..
Feeling great when spending time with family..

THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•