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‚ô•Sunday, August 1, 2010‚ô•

Sun 1 Aug


Hmm..just celebrated ah baks birthday not long ago..
bought her a cake and agnes B passport holder..and of cos my art piece!!!haha..

hmpf!i feel that we drifting apart...really nothing to talk to them..
struggling with the topics i should start off???can u imagin that???
coming to 7 yrs of friendship but come to think about it..we barely know each other..
only talk abt nursing stuff and all..
regretted alot, that there was a point of time when i m single ,i draw myself away from them..
Till today even how trueful and sincere they are to be my friend,there will always
be a glass between us..I have tried to break it but it is just so hard..i sweared
tat i have tried!i dont even know how to be myself infront of them..situation changes me..i felt tired to join in the conversation at times..it doesnt feel smooth at all..its their reply that stopped me from continuing in the conversation..and i have to try entering again..tired..really..felt sad that our friendship didnt progress....have they changed to become another person or me the who changed?Or
we have all grown up..?I did ask myself tat..i want to be myself and i want to believe i m still who i am..However sometimes things are just not within your control..

recently,i really feel that people around me have changed or maybe i should say
they have their own personal life and priorities now..?

Family is still the best,someone who never changed and forsake u..and their
bad habits wont changed as well..Hahaha..hmm..look at the bright side!take things
light..stay focus!

Couldnt control my tears on wed 28 jul, i have try hard to apply for ward position
but still failed..i m stuck in between!alot of things i cant do..
the best way is to further study!but i dont have cash for that!dad is currrently paying for sis 's school fees..i dun wanna add on to his stress..if i m going to work and earn for my school fees alone..wat job should i do?i dun wanna waste time..
take bank loan?scared that parents may get angry over that..
dont feel like sharing with them about my wanting to study...i can understand during my 3yrs nursing time, the disappointment that i have given them..and also understand their limited faith in me..
i may look playful, but i m serious this time round...
hmpf!i will check out the bank loan more..


THE LOVE ROSE; ‚ô•