"Love Myself To the Core"

Sat 20 Aug 2011

2011-08-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

Sat 20 Aug

Who should i turn to...
i m not really happy...
I want to be happy...

As the saying goes :
"nobody can take away your happiness or stop u from being happy"

How true it is?
Why people can just come into your life so easily yet so difficult to let go..
Are we really the ones who allow such things to happen?

People likes to advise one another to make a wise choice...
Everyone wants to be smart and no one born to be stupid...

But WHY do people still choose to be the dumb one and make a lousy choice?

Feelings?

What can i really do to help myself?
Allow time to heal the pain? the loss?

12 July 2011 Tuesday

2011-07-12T08:26:00.002+08:00

Arggghhhhhh!! Iphone dropped!hopefully it will helped after putting into the hippo thingy..

Marfan..But still I can survive without Hp..LOL..use Public 10 cents coin Phone...wahahahaha..very retro feel...

Recently...got back some energy to exercise and all..hahaha maybe for the sake of 23rd DND..heehee..excited..nv once been to DND ever since i started work..
all of the jobs are just part time...

This is my very lst Full time job...the longest job that i hold onto and
the FIRST DND....

Just bought my dress from MDS...and a top..
hahaha...recently bought too many clothes..Its time to either stopped buying all change my whole wardrobe n throw away the old ones..BUT..still can wear lea..all still very nice...hmmm....BUY a bigger wardrobe? room no space...hai!~fail alot of time my M5:( third time!probably property suits mi more..hmm..

20 june 2011 Monday

2011-06-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do is out of lovin' you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old

And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through
And every time that we oooooh
I'm more in love with you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do

Sun 12 June 2011

2011-06-12T15:48:00.002+08:00

Sun 12 june

We are the champion! from Sommerset walked back to Ang mo Kio...

The journey is a total of 4hrs...Cool! Good JOb!

11 June 2011 Saturday

2011-06-11T19:44:00.002+08:00

Sat 11 june

Out of a sudden..this thought comes to me...why would one person meet up
with the other oftenly..is it because of work? enjoy hanging out ? I guess nobody
likes to be tortured?

I actually have this friend of mine whose ex gf claims that she loves him alot.
They had a tough period of time sfter they break up..
Recently,i can really feel that both their happiness are back...
Is it his gf persistence that touches my friend 's heart?

Well..knowing my friend for quite sometime and the treatment coming from his ex,
They are really meant to be together..and cool enough my friend has a positive mindset..
Nothing is impossible to him! A positive mindset and a persistence waiting will bring them
to a world of happiness..

My friend, i guess its enough training from me and i guess i shouldnt be any hindering ur way any more...value the moment with her ...She can give u what u want..All the Best!:)

Hmpf!what about myself? My baby nv once adopt this positive slogan when it comes to relationship..hmm..i wont do anything that will hinder his way but that doesnt mean u are forgotten,u are still someone i cared and i hope u can see my sincerity...I dont deserve anything as i let u down once and once again...It is always easy to choose than letting go...Letting u go is a form of love.People out there, it is not easy at all..
Whats wrong with me again? Emo?
Tats lame...
It has been a history..

lesson learned from my friend as well..it is dangerous to be emotionally dependent on others...because when u fall,u will nv know whether u are able to stand up again..
but i stood up:)

Thur 12/05/2011

2011-05-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

Thur 12/05/11

Each day passes each day ... i m surrounded by more n more retards..
managed to pull it through....

so many things happen and too many things to think of...

thinking of my side line...i m more to insurance side now...wanted to give it a try..
wanted to achieve wat i always wanted..to give parents n myself a better life?:)

focus! focus ! focus!

betting soccer has become my little interest , little hobby..
and of cos watching the match itself...!
Man Utd 's goal keeper is just so handsome..

No joke ! Edwin Van de sar ...seeing u melts my heart..

Tue 29/3/11

2011-03-29T23:21:00.005+08:00

Tue 29/3/11

Relationship between me and precep getting better...BUT today ARGHHHH!!!hopefully she didnt notice my expression...i just cant control!! STRESS to the CORE...not the procedure but the focusssing part...

How to remember the placement of the instrument? Only when u place it in the area that u feel comfortable and the area u wan it to be and u will remember for sure...

But cant defy my teacher when she is guiding me...again!!!she is doing it..i was being ask to place instrument here n there..then..was ordered to bring instrument there and here...here here!!!there! there!!! there!when surgeon ask for it..IN THE END donno where are all my instrument and kena what?!kena a comment from precep..saying that i shouldnt be forgetful and must must must rmb WHERE I PUT MY INSTRUMENT...did try wan to explain to her and wanted to ignore her at times ..but really timing not rite..too rush during procedure...argh!!comment from her can really make me feel disappointed in myself ..and i felt really innocent at times...
but i cant do anything...i noe everything she does is for my own good..i appreciate..

forget it! just wanna niam! nvm...life still goes on...

28/3/11 MONDAY

2011-03-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

Mon 28/3

I m slowly there...

Monday ,14 March 2010

2011-03-14T22:12:00.003+08:00

Monday 14 March

Its getting harder for me to express my thoughts out...
I want to my life to be better..and i m helping myself...

I have always thought that i m strong and shld be strong for others...
Not sure how much longer i can do that...but i will still try...

Thursday 17.2.2010

2011-02-17T21:47:00.003+08:00

Thur 17/2

Work: getting more confident.. more daring to scrub unsure cases!

My life: me ,myself and myself.and not forgetting my ah quack and Zhou Gong

too sleepy to blog...gonna meet zhou gong soon..nites..

13/01/2011 Thursday

2011-01-14T23:36:00.002+08:00

Thur 13/1/11

Baby,thank u for being there for me when i needed it badly..

Lesson learn! get an MC when u are sick !
PPL out there are really damn bo liao....
well true enough ,should only care what my loved ones think abt me!
Tats it!

2011-01-11T20:56:00.004+08:00

ARGHHH!!!!

MIMI !!! WAKE up..pppPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!

ITs AREADY 2011!!!! stop it and wake up!!

17 December 2010

2010-12-17T16:15:00.003+08:00

17 dec 2010

wat the hell with all the instruments??

damn the castroveijo!
all look 80%-90% SIMILAR...???

lately kena lots of injury from work...
my leg ouch! hit the damn M.E.T.A.L BIN...till now still feel the pain..

My precep seems to feel stress and tired as well ..
I m sorry..i have tried my best and will keep on trying..
maybe it would be more effective if u could just be a mute at the right time?

Well..happy to see guinea leading a more healthy lifestyle but..will it last?
Just try la hor..
haha..Jia you!

Thursday 28 Oct 10

2010-10-28T22:02:00.003+08:00

Thursday 28 Oct

I felt tired...

This few days with no reason..i felt like and got the urge to cry out...
Just like today when i was on my way to work...eyes were both watery when i was in the train...ppl were staring at me...

I dont want it too...
Am i really facing alot of unknown stress?

I felt unhappy...i dun want to go into depression state...
Is depression heredity?
I wan to be happy..i dun want to be like my uncle ...

Ist OCT 2010

2010-10-01T19:05:00.005+08:00

1 OCT FRI

WAT IS THIS???? can anyone tell mi?

I m not a maid!
i can understand their TIREDNESS,their BUZYNESS,their FUCK UPNESS!!
cant u just be more patient??i need to work as well...doesnt mean i out late
means i m having fun!
DO u really need to SPELL OUT my SURNAME?????

i have always been wanting to keep the whole hse clean and neat...anyone ever help???
When i suggested the damn phucking chair behind the kitchen to be kept in the
store room so that the dirty laundry will not be accumulated, wat did u say???
Shoe rack wise..wat happen??!tell u all that will take up space in the living room and IT is really redundant!!!wat is the built in shoe rack for???NO place to put ur shoe???CLEAR IT THEN!!! telling me that it pains ur to throw those unwanted shoe?

I dun wanna even mention abt my FUCKING room!!i have been giving in..
Didnt get any appreciation yet i have to give my understanding to u ppl???
Yes u all didnt force me..i m the one who is stupid!didnt fight for what i want!
everyone got their problems!
health ? i can understand!
buzy? i can understand !
Stress? i can fucking understand that as well!

What about me??my bed has been stepped over by dirty legs and i gonna
slp with it..sniffing all the dusk!!!!dusk everywhere?!!!
I didnt voice out doesnt mean I DONT MIND...
it is because i have been tolerating and trying to give U PPL in the house UNDERSTANDING!!!

have ur ever spare a thought for me???????????
i dont need anything from u guys..but a little appreciation?
thats not too much to ask for right?

I know that i have been late out for many days...
BUT I STILL CARE FOR THE FAMILY!!!DONT NEED TO show me UR DAMN anger
words towards me just because I didnt keep the hse clean PLUS I M LATE OUT!
Thought of the best plan to keep the hse clean is a waste!!
because no one CO-operates!!!

23 September 2010

2010-09-23T16:17:00.002+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me...

And whisper in my ears that's okay...

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight..

And say you love me one more time..

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me...

And touch my lips with tender loving care..

Would you die for me, would you run with me..

And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one..

to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I will wait, would you still think of me..

And wished that you could hold me now..

Would you die for me, would you run with me..

All the way..

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?

Would you swear tha...

Sunday 1 august 2010

2010-08-01T12:33:00.002+08:00

Sun 1 Aug

Hmm..just celebrated ah baks birthday not long ago..
bought her a cake and agnes B passport holder..and of cos my art piece!!!haha..

hmpf!i feel that we drifting apart...really nothing to talk to them..
struggling with the topics i should start off???can u imagin that???
coming to 7 yrs of friendship but come to think about it..we barely know each other..
only talk abt nursing stuff and all..
regretted alot, that there was a point of time when i m single ,i draw myself away from them..
Till today even how trueful and sincere they are to be my friend,there will always
be a glass between us..I have tried to break it but it is just so hard..i sweared
tat i have tried!i dont even know how to be myself infront of them..situation changes me..i felt tired to join in the conversation at times..it doesnt feel smooth at all..its their reply that stopped me from continuing in the conversation..and i have to try entering again..tired..really..felt sad that our friendship didnt progress....have they changed to become another person or me the who changed?Or
we have all grown up..?I did ask myself tat..i want to be myself and i want to believe i m still who i am..However sometimes things are just not within your control..

recently,i really feel that people around me have changed or maybe i should say
they have their own personal life and priorities now..?

Family is still the best,someone who never changed and forsake u..and their
bad habits wont changed as well..Hahaha..hmm..look at the bright side!take things
light..stay focus!

Couldnt control my tears on wed 28 jul, i have try hard to apply for ward position
but still failed..i m stuck in between!alot of things i cant do..
the best way is to further study!but i dont have cash for that!dad is currrently paying for sis 's school fees..i dun wanna add on to his stress..if i m going to work and earn for my school fees alone..wat job should i do?i dun wanna waste time..
take bank loan?scared that parents may get angry over that..
dont feel like sharing with them about my wanting to study...i can understand during my 3yrs nursing time, the disappointment that i have given them..and also understand their limited faith in me..
i may look playful, but i m serious this time round...
hmpf!i will check out the bank loan more..

Sat 17 july 2010

2010-07-17T15:15:00.002+08:00

SAT 17 jul

finally...i have some energy to blog..

felt so fatigue..
lazy...

hmmm..my uncle just got married..
well..really hope that he will get the real happiness..

recently helping out with pi giving flyers..
hopefully he can get as many calls as possible..
haha..must be potential ones...!

hmpf..today missed my dance class again..
went lunch with dad n bro..
heard alot of sharings from bro..
funny and can see that he enjoyed alot in PA..

Very nua but later still got to go to shop for ah baks gift..
kali night shift cant meet me:(

hmpf...thinking whether to buy tickets to cai qin 's concert or not...
hohoho..tml going to Spore Big Walk..lst time...
ttsh sponsored bt nt me my collegue...just happen that my collegue cant make it..
so i take over:)

coming to an END OF JULY...sian...

Sunday 27th june 2010

2010-06-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

Sunday 27 june

feeling down....
trying to pick myself up..

maybe didnt sleep enough?
but i m not tired...

down! down! down!

tonite germany vs england...
dont noe shld watch or not..just no mood...

my salsa level 2 just started...very concerned after july still can continue
or not..cos of my work schedule:( it would be 3 shift..

weird...nothing makes me upset but just no mood...
think my menses coming?
perhaps..

Sat 19 June 2010

2010-06-19T12:35:00.003+08:00

yes...it has been along time ever since the last written blog...

hmm..life getting better....

haha now we have our REAL real estate agent from huttons!
Jia You !
hmpf...helping out as much as i could...

HMM...working in ttsh can be very depressing..
seeing patients struggling in getting someone to fetch them back after discharge..
tats really sad..

damn!it will nv happen to my parents...

oh...i have just finished my lst stage of salsa...great!i enjoyed!!
but not sure how long more i can commit..as my following career required
3 shift..:(
Hmm..feel like learning belly dance n argentine tango..

my bong bong 's bro just come to my hse...orange hair!!!
fantastic...

World cup right now!!!crazy over it...hahah cheap thrill...
gonna watch tonite holland vs japan!!

oh..tml father's day!!thinking where to go eat...hmmm...

Vitamins Requirement

2010-04-25T14:21:00.002+08:00

Functions of Vitamin C

Vitamin C is required for the synthesis of collagen, an important structural component of tendons, bones, teeth, blood vessels and muscles.

Vitamin C is a powerful antioxidant that assists the body in contesting viral infection, bacterial infections and toxicity.

Vitamin C deficiency causes bruising, bleeding, skin and hair loss.

It plays a role in wound healing.

Vitamin C is present in fresh fruit and vegetables and in fruit juice juices, (kiwi, Brussels sprouts, peppers.

Vitamin C is recommended to those that have skin and hair loss problems, slow-healing wound, infections and colds, congestive heart failure, high cholesterol, bleeding, high blood pressure, atherosclerosis, angina or scurvy

Taking adequate amounts of vitamin C each day by eating sufficient amounts of fruit and vegetables may decrease the risk of cancer.

Read more: http://www.lenntech.com/vitamins/vitamin-c.htm#ixzz0m5hcQsZD

Functions of Vitamin B12

Deficiency of this vitamin may cause anaemia, exhaustion, irritation, depression, shortness of breath, difficulty walking, memory loss, mood swings, disorientation, dementia and constipation

Vitamin B12 is mainly present in animal products, such as meat, poultry, fish, eggs, seaweed, and to a lesser extent in milk and dairy products. Cereals may be fortified with this vitamin.

Vitamin B12 is recommended for people that experience digestive problems, anaemia, fatigue or mental and nervous

Read more: http://www.lenntech.com/vitamins/vitamin-b12.htm#ixzz0m5id9laO

Functions Vitamin D

Vitamin D is essential for development bone growth and density and for functioning of the nervous system.

Vitamin D is usually obtained from sunlight, but there are some food stuffs that contain the vitamin. Examples include dairy products, fish oil, liver and egg yolk. Margarines may be fortified with vitamin D.

Read more: http://www.lenntech.com/vitamins/vitamin-d.htm#ixzz0m5jY48JU

Functions of Vitamin E

Vitamin E is an antioxidant.Vitamin E is essential for the maintenance of the heart function, for functioning of sex organs and for cell protection.
It is part of the immune system and protects persons from skin and scar tissue and inflammation. Vitamin E deficiency occurs as a result of malnutrition, genetic defects or fat malabsorption syndromes. A vitamin E deficiency is hard to recognize as it has no visible indication. It may result in impaired balance and coordination or muscle weakness.

Vitamin E can be found in vegetable oils, nuts, seeds, soy beans, beans, avocados, margarine, egg yolk, flour, whole grains and green leafy vegetables. All eight forms of vitamin E, including α-tocopherol, occur naturally in food stuffs in varying amounts.

Vitamin E can be used to prevent or aid the treatment of cardiovascular disease, Post Menstrual Syndrome (PMS), menstrual pains, muscle and joint pains, dementia and menopausal troubles

Extra vitamin E must be taken by people suffering from the flu

Read more: http://www.lenntech.com/vitamins/vitamin-e.htm#ixzz0m5kpSwn4

Sunday 25 April 2010

2010-04-25T13:27:00.002+08:00

Dyed my damn fxxking hair ytd..look damn ah ma...not the colour i wanted!!!
SUx....

anyway..i was curious about how much vitamins intake do we need for each day?
vitamins C 75mg only??weird...dunno whether those researchers got updated?
or are they still living in kampong...if it is really 75 mg..that means products at the department store cant cant be taken?because its all 500mg??
dunno also..

Stupid hair really bothered me...*&^%$#@!

Sunday 11 April 2010

2010-04-11T11:27:00.002+08:00

Sunday 11 April

Gonna work at ttsh for a one month assignment..
can quit anytime if i find any full time nursing job..
They have vacancy for wards and i wanna try that!!

Felt down today..cant perk up..
thinking got to adapt to new environment
and got to change again after a month...
Hate it!

Missing him a little..
Rejected his offer:(
Wait till you finish your exam bah..
all the best to your exams pi:)

well..nxt week my salsa is gonna start..
Dont really have much mood for it now..
Hair so short! sian~

A month will soon be over..Right?
yes yes...

Wednesday 31 Mar 2010

2010-03-31T12:21:00.002+08:00

Wed 31 Mar

It had been long time since New yr...
Lazy to update?nothing much also...
Photos are on FB..Hassle free when it comes to uploading?

Every Sat Morning , Diff Sports ,
PR holder granted in Bukit Panjang...

Personal life?
Same old me hoping to move on...
Getting better each time when seeing ah pi leading a happier life..
He is going to put braces soon:)
Hopefully can give u more discount?:)

Working life?
Awaiting for Raffles Hospital to confirm me?
*&^%#$@!the agents....not doing their job well..
Really hope to get in...like the environment lots..
Hmpf!

Still giving tuition and part time at tele tpy..
like the environment at tpy as well...relaxing...
will continue even i get myself a Full time job..

Recently a pri 6 kid 2 times a week 1.5hr ea..
Guess how much parents paying? $300....WOW...
tats a lot...

coming fri..going to Wilber Pan Wei Bo's hse to socialise?
hmm...
Xin excited?rmb to wear ur bathrobe wor...lol..

Sat 13 Feb 2010

2010-02-14T13:00:00.003+08:00

Sat 13 Feb

Wakes up @ 6.15am...
ah ma disapprove us from going to ECP blade blade...
cos eve and shld prevent injuries..
But we still went on...

Tot that the blading rental shop opens at 9am...
We had our Mac breakfast lst..

But stupid enuff...the usual rental shop actually opens @ 8am..
xin oi...nvm ya...abit of sunlight good for health...

Whose leg is this???

Ouch!!!

And that belongs to me!!!...abt 3 mins b4 we return our blade to the shop..
I got this damn lst red packet...
And bong bong stop laughing!!!

Xin...nnn......i realised my mistakes le...wont do it again:(OUch!!!!!!

Tues 9 Feb 2009

2010-02-13T00:17:00.003+08:00

Tues 9 feb

Went to xin place right after tuition..shack!

Ah ma fell aslp...look bhind?
what is she doing?

Rub rub rub...

Wed 10 Feb

-rejected one agency cos need to pay $20 for processing fee..AH NIYO!
-went to recruit express after that...for nursing...they are quite irratating!

Thur 11 Feb

went out with sis, and my polymates...
shopping ard..
went home alone..

Fri 12 feb

bake cookies...
oven spoiled...Arghhh!!!
lift under maintenance!!!
..but still din stop us from baking cookies..
Xin came over to my hse to find sis...
Bought nail polish..cos the manicurist charged super EX!

Normal express usual:$8- $10
New yr EVE EVE :$35
New yr EVE :$40

SIAO!

went back home to bukit panjang with her...
and we do it our self!

yup!!and tml...Blading!!!

Sat 30 jan 2010

2010-01-30T23:56:00.003+08:00

Sat 30 jan

Early 7am in the morning, as usual Badminton:)
Nxt time, we shall be smarter..book 8am go 7am..
so ex! cos 7am not much ppl...

lol..after badminton..we had our breakfast @ mandai(Xin treats!)
Arigato...

She went home together with me to surprise my sis?
While waiting for me to get ready?

After washed up..went back to xin place...
Afternoon SHOPPING!!! with tang jie and xin..

Far East-shopping for tanjie 's ROM dress:)
See what Ken Gie Yon is holding onto?Drink...cos she feels dizzy!
jialat..Ping Xue..

While waiting for tanjie to try dress...
Saw this cute little gal(owner's daughter)...
Nothing to do..tired due to my menses:(

Nice my bracelet? Bought it from Jb :)
And my flower stuts too!

Our Mrs Yu :)

Ken Chan with her short natural look eyelashes (frm Japan)..Sotek Neh!

We went to Far East B1 to have Popular Wonton Mee as our dinner:)
(Tang Jie Treats!) arigato...
When is my turn to treat??when i strike lottery lar hor guys...

After dinner- Bugis Street!
Wow~Xin bought 3 pairs of heels from PAZZION
Tanjie bought 1 ...all very nice and korean-like heels:)
lol..they have become members of Pazzion..

Me-i bought one simple rose shoe(is a need cos my flats spoiled)
and a bag?(is a want cos is cheap and nice?)
These 2 items are the most difficult stuff to shop..aint easy to find the
one that u like:)So i decided to buy once i see and like it..

Hmm...We rch Xin place ard 11.30pm like that?
real tired happy day!:)

Had one small bottle of Collegen ($6.50)
Given from Ken Gie Yon ..

Slpt ard 1 am..
In the middle of night..xin AGAIN woke me up to hear tanjie 's sleep talk!!
lol..tired...

Nxt following day...Went to give tuition @ 3pm (3hrs from there??)
Tang jie gave me a bag that she only uses twice..not bad looking..
and dresses n tops from xin..Huhuu..dont have to buy tops from the time being..
SAVE! SAVE! SAVE! Ma Ma zui sheng!
Went back home together with dad & mum... cos they came over to have dinner..
& i did a very clever thing...

I have taken back everything EXCEPT MY WALLET AND KEYS:)
thinking how to go work:):)

Mon 25 Jan 2010

2010-01-28T10:38:00.005+08:00

Mon 25 jan

Went back to xin hse...dad fetched us there..

hmm..49 days were up...
it was a upsetting moment...
when ah ma controlled her tears...
the rest let it out...
Ah gong is going back to his "own hse"...

Ah gong..didnt really communicate with u last time but still
thanks for giving me that short wonderful dream.

Well...after the ritual..we went to sing K with Dagu and Xiao Gu..
Xiao gu treat! We went to Safra Kbox..not bad actually...Went there with pi
for the lst time..now was 2nd?hmm...can record our voice and bluetooth it:)
High tech!

Hai~everyone go on their separate ways...i went to work after K...

Nowadays..very healthy?
sleep early ard 12?wakes up 8 plus 9?
Happy:)do hsehold chore everymorning...
sweep mop fold iron clothes?
keep neat n clean?
Your trust worthy maid from Nation!

Went to work after maria-ing...
Gonna bear with it..my hp charger was at xin hse i guess..
damn..now no hp!no extra hp!nvm...tml i m going to xin hse..
Wanted to watch my aunty lucy but no time..
Gonna pack my shoe rack now!

Xin see u on fri...
You looking forward to sat?Badminton @ 7am !!
yea....then we followed by a chilled out at holland V with Jo n B :)

Sun 24 Jan 2010

2010-01-28T09:41:00.003+08:00

Sun 24 Jan

JB day...
damn funny when ah ma keep asking us where are we going..
Took a BAS in...

Fans of fann?lol..

The bright yellow wall strips blends in well with...?

Combining all the ducks...

Look damn unstable...as if i falling...gg...save me.e.e...ee

Me: Xin walking towards WATSONS?
Xin: Yea...

Well..there are alot of things cheap stuff like Neutrogena?esp the mask?
hmpf..shld have bought that..xin bought some brands prune juice..cheap!
myself bought bio-essence eye revitalising gel(spore discontiune le):(

She look great with this sunglass...damn cheap 12 sing after discount...
not much nice shoes...accessories all were quite nice..so i bought it..
korean-like..gonna wear it this coming sat..plus our ear flower stuts?
we bought it at 3 for 10RM ...cheap n nice..

I look small :)ah ma gonna see this...die..sure tiok meh..so new yr mood..lol..

Xin had been trying hard to do her best capturing skills...
Xin, hard on u...

Ladies and gentlemen...let us welcome our Miss Korean ,Ken Gie Yon..

So honoured to meet Ken Gie Yon here...happy!!!!
lol..

Jokes till here...
It wasnt really safe here...2 man look damn suspicious..they keep following us..
seriously a failure they...damn obvious..hmpf..
maybe they see us as artists?Well...we actually wanted to cross over to the
market..but headed back to shopping centre..Safer!

We went back to eat our Summer (rice fish burger)..

Nice!ah pi like to eat this!!!:)will eat this whenever we are in..without fail?

Well...we went back straight to SG:)
Bought a few DVD...didnt hide it..just put into the watsons bag...
openly go thru the Kustom!without being catch to the
Kuarantin Sentral...

Went back to xin place...all noe we went in..Shit!thanks to tang jie:)
anyway...sis and dad came over to have dinner..
shortly,we went to boonlay with xin fam to settle some MIO probs..
sis and dad went hm lst...Xin wanna surprised my sis by going over to my place...lol..damn funny..actually we should be the one staying @ her hse
cos nxt day early in the morning 9 am gonna bai ah gong..got ritual..
She came over...lol..

It was really a tired happy day:)

Saturday 23 Jan 2010

2010-01-23T22:09:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning 6.30am
- wake up for Mac breakfast with xin n her mum:)
- chatted happily!
- whole breakfast session took about 1 hour

Went for tuition at 9.30am

Right after,xin & I went to xiao gu place for a spa session...

Notice something?..xin can eat orange n do mask at the same time!
AMAZING..wow..

All of us ( xin, me, xiaou, xiao gu zhang)went to da gu hse
then go down to ECP toether..

Setting off from da gu hse?

We are all newbys except jo and da gu zhang :(

BUT BUT BUT....still look pro..haha act only..
Well xin and i wanted to extend 1 more hr..but everyone is tired..
n xiao gu zhang hand injured..so too bad:(
Xin plan for another ya...haha just 2 of us?...there alot of HUNKS n RICH
man...suits ur taste ya?lol..prepare ur drama and get to know them?
falling is the best way so far?

went to to have our dinner at parkway parade..

Thinking what to have for dinner? celeb da gu bday @ the same time..

TOBY the dessert asylum...look the red circle? hai~they just like to
be taken..

My cool Joanne (da gu 's eldest daughter)...bright future awaiting for u...

How about this lady here? Hmm...

hmm..feel bad cos birthday girl (Da Gu) treated us dinner...
Bought jap ice cream to share?

Hmmm....i would say parkway parade is not bad place to shop?quite big..
on our way back..all of us watched knogfu hustle @da gu zhang car.
a long ,tired enjoying day:)

Sis very sick..think maybe i shld go back hm tml after my JB trip..
then come back on mon to ah xin hse to bai gong again..

Gonna wake up @ 7.30....jb here i come..

Fri 15 -17 Mon Jan 2010

2010-01-18T23:28:00.007+08:00

Fri 15 jan
Last min tuition cancelled:(
Went to grandma place to stay...

Very nxt day is an impt day...

Sat 16 Jan

Had a match with Mrs Ronald Sucilo early in the morning 7 am...

Here is our Mrs Ronald...

We woke up at 5.45 am!!!!hwahhh..had total of 2 hrs sleep ?

2 of us damn crazy standing at the road divider waiting for bus...
cos different direction got diff bus to woodlands..
was lately spotted by Xin's neighbour's mum...The neighbour mum must be
wondering who are the 2 gals early in the morning
standing in the middle of the road...lol..
had lots of fun with xin...
huan nian those days that we spent hor right xin...hmm..
really cherish this cousinship..
kinship is still the most important..

Felt that we are closer ever since ah gong passed away?
hmm..like this feeling xin?I love it ! I believe u love it as well...
Well think i can really move to ur hse...since ur sis aredy "shifted to
JR hse"..haha..hmm..

did alot after badminton..we went for breakfast, rebond hair and
facial after that? so tired..we are lacking of slp xin!!!!
xiao gu came over..and we make plannings for nxt sat..
That is to celebrate da gu bday?
As we plan..i fell aslp...till night...
night wake up eat home cooked food by ah ma..

Sun 17 Jan

Still stucked at xin place...very tired..slpt early on sat wake up late on sun still..

Xiao gu came over again,she went to JB with gu zhang to have breakfast..happening ah...Xin and i decided to go JB nxt sun...huhuuu...hahah make ur passport $70 worthwhile...We acc xiaogu to cck jeanyip to cut hair..wow...a new look..
really suits her..very dolly look...xin jealous mah?straight hair leh?
oh ya and XU JIA XIN MAKE SPOIL her sister shoe..haha..feeling bad enuff to
buy a new one to replace?lol...
after hair cut...bought da gu bday gift from neutrogena..mask & moisturiser!

Rched xin place not long..tang jie was finally back!they are discussing marriage!
oo..ooo..hai~they had some arguement but..well still leave it to them to settle..
Ah ma hiam bak(chilli pork) rocks!

Xin excited ma?

Nxt Sat
- early noon Xiao gu hse do body scrub
- Go ECP Lollar blade
- Shun bian celeb da gu bday(big feast billed by da gu zhang)

Nxt Sun
- JB!!!!xin lst time with me alone rite?

Nxt Mon
- Bai ah gong ..family gathering agaain!!happy bo?

I gonna be your woman for 3 days...plus fri nite 4 days..happy ma?

Looking forward!!but sad..gonna be fat soon staying ur place!
cos Ur hse food is 24/7...
Nv eat dang tiok meh..

Saturday 9 Jan 2010

2010-01-16T15:16:00.003+08:00

Sat 9 Jan 2010

Xin trip back from Japan
Bought nice goodies back!
and its really f-ing nice!!!!
Gather at xin hse to taste it!

Not bad for this..but crash very easily,too crisp ,bo bian..
Rate:**

No uniqueness.. . hmm..
Rate:*

Crunchy strawberry coated with white choco..Idea yeh..
Rate:****

Look like , Taste like, F.R.I.E.S
Rate:****

Very crisp,Very flavouring...
Rate:*****

Thin choco cookies,popular in japan? D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S
Rate:*****

Strawberrry sponge cake ..
Rate:****

It would nice if we could have it as dessert after every meal!
Just imagine this,when u bite,the banana juicy cream just OOZE out!
Rate:*****

WAH!!!this one BEST!!!icing sugar feel!
Rate:*****

All these are worthy of money..

However,there are parts that xin bought all her 8 Dollars stuff..
Abit waste of money,got the feel of buying for the sake!
Still damn funny...

Items like: eye lash curler
face towel
Dont know what else...Just dont Worth the 8 bucks!
lol..but can understand that the yen $8 is just in a coin form,
maybe dont feel that ex!

1st January 2010

2010-01-09T14:58:00.011+08:00

1st January 2010

A very Rare,Wonderful outing with Family...
(Singapore Flyer)

On our way to spore flyer...

Excited!!!

One Look! a Happy Mum:)

Dad queu-ing for tickets!

A pro- photographer like me ...erm..yep!

Try to look out for those red circle...
there is more to come...!

Its NOT EASY to get her to take photo!
Afraid of heights!

F1 Race..

Red circle alerted!

Casino Iras.. ..

Was dragged down for another pic..
Red circle means...

Sneaky?

A request from dad..."a pic with his Specs"
Its always good to be proud of own stuff..
Hmm...Lao Hua Yen specs..hmm...

It would be a nice if my bro is around?

PoPeye after the ride?

NEXT...
We went for shopping n dinner...

Dinner @ Dian Xiao Er..

Worst ever BBQ Pork Rib ...

QQ fish..Its damn Q and fresh!

Signature Dish .. ..Herbal Roasted Duck !

As usual no one likes to take pic when eating..

After Dinner...Its Fun land Time!

Enjoyable outing:):)
Its really great to go out as a family...
hoping for another..:) :) :)

Tuesday 29 Dec 2009

2009-12-29T17:11:00.003+08:00

Just uploaded photos for the past posting.

Well,today mum called and asked me whether wanna go to explanade on 1st of jan..
cos dad got free tickets for that..I m so happy:)
Saying yes without a second thought...
Mum is going:)
and this is her first time going to explanade..

Since we were in secondary school time...she have not been going out
except mahjong-ing.
Same goes to my dad..he is a homely dad?So happy that he planned it even though
the tickets are free?:)

Yes!!I feel we are like a family now?although this could be just the very
one time outing...?

Gonna take a lot of photos:)hurray!

Friday 18 Dec 2009

2009-12-18T12:14:00.001+08:00

Got heated when found out that my damn Thumbdrive was missing

Tuesday 8 - 14 Dec 2009

2009-12-18T11:49:00.010+08:00

Tuesday 8 Dec

My grandpa was dangerously ill,
All of us went to hosp to see him,
He was sort of unconscious,
Mom was very upset till she got cramps over her hands and legs.
Scared the shit out of me!
I accompanied her back to work and by the time i reached home,
I recieved a call,
My grandpa had just passed away.

Thru out 8 dec to 13 dec,
The wake was held at bukit panjang.
Early in the morning,We waited for my grandpa's back and
witnessed how my grandpa was put in his "house"
Very upset as tats the last time we contact with him.

Tiring cause there are many relatives to attend to.
plus all the tears,and late nights,
whenever i get a chance to rest,
i slept like no body business.

Grandpa wants it for his funeral...

He is the founder of this xiang deng..but got kick out eventually by granduncle 7.
Hmpf!xin was so angry when she heard of this...well all of us agreed that grandpa
is hot tempered however he has no bad intention..

We the grandchildren chose this Gold car for grandpa:)
He likes gold:)

Aint easy to capture her..Xin's mum:)

Xin's dad:)

Xiao gu zhang , xiao gu and da gu.

Scholars Ning Cai Chen...
Da gu Zhazng and my bro:)

Mon 14 Dec

We went early in the morning to collect his remains.
His bones look like cereal.
We went to Jurong after collection to place his urn at the temple.
He was placed besides my great-grandma and pa.

Went to work after that.

Photos will be up...

Tuesday 1 Nov 2009

2009-12-03T11:11:00.004+08:00

Tuesday 1 Nov

Quarrelled with dad,
regarding all my stuff lying around in the living room?

I dont really have a space of my own,
understand that my sister needs more area for her stuff,
i didnt complain at all.

I m a neat person and was untidy for no choice.
hate to be taken as a messy lady.

Reaching a no point of tidying up the whole house including my own room.
Tried a few times but failed.

The night was bad,
Until my mum came back.
she makes my day:)

We were told that she went to steal mango,
and informing us that we could eat as many fruits as possible
Till she is caught.
For our convenience for future visit,
she asked us to assist her in finding the nearest women prison.
Hearing all in these,
i burst into laughter:)

Saturday 21 Nov 2009

2009-11-22T17:43:00.003+08:00

Saturday 21 Nov

Meet up with poly sisters at AMK :)
I m the FIRST!!!!!to rch amk...not late! yeah!
followed by fang...the rest late..

Fang and i went to buy movie tickets first..
we bought paranormal..

after that we went to ichi ban sushi chop seat first!

Bak came ...

Kali the last to join...
and damn suay..camera no batt :(
but i asked my friend who is working at amk hub at MS colour to help me charge..
i used to work there,and they dote me alot:)

Bak bought from taiwan for us..

Well after ichi ban, we went to change our movie to christmas carol instead of para..
WHY???cos karine says its Wu Liao..hai~Well..i m anything..
anyway i dozed off awhile during the show..think bak also..

Captured beauties 's smile....

Saw these big bears...i like it! When i was a child didnt get any chance to stand near them or touch them..hmpf!they are big and felt secure when they hug u?

Kali and i went for eyebrown trimming after we sent bak to MRT cos she need to meet
her friends..its peishan Bday..so she gt to go..

Potato chips Party at my hse!!kali and fang came..
oops forget to take pic of our INDIAN ROJAK..

Entertainment time!

Well..we watched dvd then after that we help kali to do her project..
we need to do a video.she is the counsellor and i m the patient..
spend almost the whole night to do..lots of fun and NG,in the end as usual didnt
complete her project..

Its late..they stayed my hse!oh ya kali got herself a boyfriend from france..
steady sia!lol..i fell aslp while kali n fang chatting!but was awaked later..

Well kali slpt after i woke up...left fang and me.
we ate instant noodle and ice cream!
Fang keeps me awake the whole night to watch tv and dvd..
i m tired zzZZZZZ..zzz but cant leave her alone..hwahh..end up slping in the
morning 5am like that?

It was damn cold early 8am in the morning after our short nap...
I refused but was still dragged in for the breakfast..Persistent sia!

anyway kali took a cab home and i accompanied fang to wait for her bus..
We chatted while waiting and she missed a total of 6 buses??
chatted for i guessed 35 mins at the bus stop?
hmpf!enjoyed it:)

Saturaday 14 Nov 2009

2009-11-16T15:09:00.002+08:00

Saturday 14 Nov

Sis bday PHOTOS aready updated for the previous post!

spent half a day slping...wake up then go church!
Came home do some emailing,downloading songs and here comes the exciting part..

My sis had a tiff with Alex..
*&^%$@#! scare the shit out of me!
Lst time see alex so Pek chek..but i can understand WHY?

Well,alex really love u sis.. cherish it:)
and i m sure u love him too!
Envious:)

Something flew into my house and causing lots of inconvenience..

Tell me lah!! so big in the bath room...how to use the damn toilet?

BIG?and it was gone the next day??where could it be????????

Cute little sis went to marina square to catch these small seseame street for me!!
Thank u i love it!

Thur 12- 13 july Fri 2009

2009-11-15T00:49:00.004+08:00

Thursday 12 Nov

grandpa starts to eat more almost 3/4 of his porridge..
cute him said that i m not good at feeding people..
Once again he mistaken me as ah xin...

Tired!tired!tired!...

Friday 13 Nov

guess menses is coming...!super duper moody..!temperamental!
At night,I sneakily browsed through my sister's handphone while she is asleep..
of cos NOT reading her message!

Saw something in her photo album and shed a tear..
out of sudden i could empathize and felt her sorrow due to her skin problem..
felt heart pain and tear just rolled down..
her face looks swollen with the effect itchy rashes
hands legs were affected too..
Come to think about it..
i m much more fortunate than her as i didnt possess these problems.
felt useless as i cant do anything to help her..
the most i can do is to keep the room clean!
and pamper her?
Despite those naughty times..i did wat i could for her..
I may nt know how to show it out but deeply indeed i love you.
Anyway!congrats u have finished one of the exams and i m sure u will pass:)

Sunday 8 Nov 2009

2009-11-09T04:19:00.005+08:00

Sunday 8 Nov

Due to some problems with my damn broadband and bro keeps carrying his lappy
even he is out...so ya..FINALLY...

Well nothing much to share .. .
eat, sleep, work and not forgetting my UNBEATABLE 3 which is a repeat
cool show at 11pm!Luo Qi Fang is damn chio..
tats my leisure time!

oh ya..recently went to visit my grandpa for a few times..
sad to say he cant recognise me anymore..
probably he is confused...
today i fed him with porridge..he cant even finished 1 table spoon..
All this while didnt know till he admitted..i felt something for him..
well..he was thirsty enough to drink 1 full cup of home-make barley by granny..
He is superb weak..cant move at all..just hope that at least he is comfortable
during slp and less pain when he breathes..

went home immediately after the visit..

alex and i surprised my sis with a cake..
we celebrated a day before her actual...
hmpf..!guess she didnt totally enjoy cos due to her coming tue/wed exams!!!
too bad!not to worry..Chinese New year got 15 days so as Birthday but 7 days?

Sis and her bf alex:)

Looks like WEDDING CAKE ?

Yum!Inside the cake got longan sia.. but Rive is the best so far!

Sis : Happy 26th Bday!
May all your dreams comes true!
hmpf!wishing u to have a healthy body:)

Hmpf!nice shot right?of cos...who is the photographer?LAO NIANG me!

2009-10-11T20:34:00.009+08:00

A Belated Birthday celebration with Dr Ronnie Lim at Nee Ann poly

We treated Dr ronnie at makan place..

colourful...

Dr ronnie knows how to do open face as well???

Nice Japanese bread..bought it for his daughter..

My part time job..

Forever Buay song!!

On our way to sing K at Liang court
Damn hot even in taxi..

Better service at Party World..

After k..mi n kali went to shop for our heels..

well..quite a tiring day..exposed to whole Sun for the whole day...
Hot! Hot! hottt...tt.t!!!!

Thursday 1 Oct 2009

2009-10-01T12:15:00.003+08:00

Met into accident ...luckily survived!
Thank God:)

Coming Friday will be having steamboat with Wu hao and my collegues..
Wuhao treats!

Grandpa admitted to A&E and will be warded..
Xin kena scolded by him..poor u..who asked u to be his
favourite granddaughter...

Let me share with u some beautiful pics

Beautiful Roses

.......Roses are these beautiful

Singpore Idol look alike

2009-09-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

SPEECHLESS!!!!!!!!

Retarded Big Baby !

Random day

2009-09-24T20:08:00.007+08:00

well...has been sometime didnt blog..Taking this time when the guys(ian,jack n alvin)
playing L4 dead to blog it.

hmm...dun really have life...
wanted to get a better job and pay,
its within my control but ..

i just rejected kimi's offer..a better pay and a better working time..
but something is stopping me..not sure..probably WH teaches me alot of
things and i shouldnt just left like that..I can really feel that he need me
to do tele for him but..i could actually earn for than that..I ned to have
a focus..!Felt bad that i didnt have time for ai wen side..i m sorry..

Being able to empathize isnt a good thing as well..

To Ah Jane :

Miss those day that i had oyster egg with u..lately was really to
tired to talk to me..felt neglected..hmm..understand that ur job is tiring..
sorry for those unreasonable time..i hope u can really see the diff btw me n ur friend..i wouldnt quarrel if i dun care...find one day we bring ur mum go eat?
at least we have done our best?:)

.....Ah shawn

To pi:

will catch up with u soon regard k box.i will jio more ppl?
anyway..al the best to ur test and exams..u sure can do it..cos u
are smart smart:)

......NinNin

To: jie ke,

Happy Birthday!May all ur dreams comes true:) Tue 22.09.09
and guess u really enjoy ur trip ya..after hearing from u..
its good to learn to be a coffee boy now..so as to prep for ur chap cai bem..

......Neh Neh tong

Dearest: bong Bong,

dun overwork urself..just do ur best k...i noe u can do it!
after ur examz..we shall go for a great meal..eat till our heart's content..
My Treat!

.......Your buibui

Gonna meet ah chew now...

Random

2009-09-14T13:40:00.001+08:00

To all ladies out there:Its not a bad idea! besides hitting,biting,pinching ur bf..

No date

2009-09-11T10:09:00.002+08:00

His name is Coby..

Cute little lazy eyes.. if u noticed..

Went to cementry with Jie ke and Aiwen .. ...
ppl burn paper money for those homeless spirits?

I guess this is scarier than anything else..

Hmm..recently had very bad cramps...Da Yi Ma lai le...
Mr Nice bought me heatpack...thank u.. i really appreciate it..
Ma fan ni le..

Aiwen and Jie ke nice enuff to eat late dinner with me..?
had Dao Huay zhui as dinner..

Monday 31 august 2009

2009-09-01T01:23:00.003+08:00

Monday 31 august 2009

Mood: =(

Felt lost again,
Everything shifted far away from me,
Feeling helplessly and were pressured to admit the fact.
God has His reason and planned it for me,
Though me who opposed it,
I m left with no choice still but reluctant to accept,
The way the ending it should be.

Sunday 30 August 2009

2009-08-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

Family day at ah ma hse...amk...

Not much fun..but felt the warmth...

Nv really catch up much with cousins..

Same thing..the youngest always get the most attention..

Can actually describe it as bullying her (Agnes)..

without her knowing it...n most likely she felt wanted?

lol...well..we dote her these much...

Tonight, she impressed everyone with her hokkien songs..

Hmpf...feel bad when comes comparing ouselves with her.

Nice Dad went to check the price of badminton racket for me..

Sweet Sis sponsored me!:) Thanks woh:)

Mood Today : Not Bad , Feels like being alone..prop tired?

Friday 28 August 2009

2009-08-28T14:14:00.002+08:00

Just added some photos in earlier post.....

To be continue...

Thursday 27 August 2009

2009-08-28T14:05:00.004+08:00

Thursday 27 Aug 2009

had Mai Pian as my lunch b4 heading to Manu.
Aiwen left and jieke n i was alone in the town..

walk around...
talk talk talk...
took bus home...
happy to eat my veg!

Wednesday 26 August 2009

2009-08-27T14:51:00.002+08:00

Wednesday 26 august 2009

Rejected Mr Nice and went ahead to meet up with Sis for dinner.
Went for a stairs climbing instead of jogging b4 dinner..

sis feeeling damn stress over her studies...
she tot of dropping one module..can felt her upset...
Comforted her but not sure whether it works..
sis..Its a joy to learn and we should enjoy getting more knowledge..
Take it slowly if u cant cope..its true that sometimes we might be wondering how come
others can do it better than us...
Human tend to make a comparison..and its good!cos it allow us to improve:)
But remember u used to tell me? Each of us have our strength..and always do our best?
It doesnt matter how long we take to complete the course..
Study for the knowledge and not for the Cert:)
Life is not just about having achievements,
Its all about the process the guo cheng that we go through..
Enjoy! Enjoy ! enjoy! and be happy:)
Of course balance it!

Was jio-ed by jieke together with aiwen to play lan..
rejected!cos i m not feeling too well and its late!
My organs need to rest...lol..

oh ya...heard from my dad..
Ah di was dead drunk and was lying at the side of the drain..
he got some scratches and damn funny...
In the the day somemore...he was surrounded by alot of ppl and
no one called 995 as he was motionless..
then...lol..one aunty went up to my grandma hse and kpo regarding this
dead drunk young man..grandma went down kpo n was caught by surprised..
lol..II WAS HIS GRANDSON!!!!

lol..BET my grandma must be damn shock!hahaha...
Ah di is working in one of the pub at duno clark or boat quay..(PART TIME)
Anyway..my granny wake him up and bring him back..
Paramedics came shortly and wanted to assess him BUT BUT..
they kena scolded by ah di..lol..DRUNK MAN!

Monday 24 August 2009

2009-08-26T17:15:00.001+08:00

Monday 24 August 2009

Went back to PTO to settle something...
managed to catch up with yiling a little...
Went to meet up with Aiwen at bugis...
Had a steamboat with him....
Poor him had diarrhea one day before after he Mala huo guo..
Still nice enuff to eat it with me..
Jieke joined us after that...

They brought me to east coast...
Chong Dong + Ji Dong ----jump into Sea and Swim with my jeans n tube
One word to describe "Shiok".

We went to eat subway..
Nowadays...subway is improving..they gave us a complimentary gift when u
order a set meal..wow...its woman accessories...
haha..Thanks guys for the gift..although i seldom wear this kind of thingy..
but i still like it and will wear it as a bracelet..feel touched?
Must be...

Gonna resume back my healthy lifestyle...

17-19 August 2009

2009-08-26T16:32:00.003+08:00

17 August 2009 - first day of chalet

After check in..Went to meet up with bro...celeb my bday..

He brought me to swensen..

Ice-cream...!but still prefer haagen daz n Ben n Jerry..

Surposed to spend the night with my Manu friends..
however changed of plan...
Everything happens for a reason..
Met up with my Poly sisters instead....

Bak who had just touched down together with fang met up with me at NSRCC lst..
Thanks for the perfume from france I love it:)

Had a short Nite time at NSRCC with them b4 heading back to Hotel..:(

Its not that easy to jump n take pic alright..

We will nv leave out Kali...one of our gang...

Kali..iiii where are u...

18 August 2009

headed back to NSRCC to take something before our nxt activity..holding onto
my new bag from ah pi?

Went to tampines one to eat our breakfast?

starting from the left, Bak ,me ,fang and kali..
lol..

Regretted ordering my noodle..look at the size...

Just like a basin...

Right after this...i went to NSRCC...

Hai~had a few hours of arguement and fight with peng you de..
sometimes felt quite stupid to argue over something that is not worthy..

Well nightmare is not over yet...

Taken some sleeping pills just wanna have a good sleep..
Who knows...i cant recall much what i did n said..
Do not underestimate the side effect of Lexotan...

Wouldnt want to touch it again..

15 - 16 Aug 2009

2009-08-26T15:30:00.003+08:00

Sat 15 August 2009

celebrated my bday with da peng you..
went shopping around and chose my gift..love it:)
really enjoy ur company:)Thanks for everything..
Recieved call and msg from pi regarding plans for bday..

Right after...Mr nice met me and leave me with good memory..
Thanks for the gift...and of cos
the 3D flower card..its sweet and nice:)
So sorry about the accident u had:(

Sun 16 August 2009- My Actual Day

Overslept!!!!!and i m surposed to meet ah pi at Town!!
Shit happens! when my family wanted to cut cake in the day:(

sorry pi..u got to wait again...dont mean to keep waiting..
but..u gained a slice of Tiramisu cake?

Poor bong bong didnt have the honour to eat it..
lol...
she came awhile later after i met pi..

pi brought me to eat sushi teh n choose my bday gift...

he bought me a nice bag... :)
thankiew...i Love it...

We went to watch GI joe...
After went ard searching for his top..?

Sunday 9 Aug 2009

2009-08-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

The only way to cure Tonsilitis:

Take a pair of scissors,
Open your mouth,
Insert the scissors till it reaches ur tonsils,
Say byebye tonsils,
Start cutting out the tonsils,
Take out scissors,
close mouth,
problem solved.

haven been eating well.....i want to eat steamboat......................

Wed 5 Aug 2009

2009-08-05T12:52:00.002+08:00

Regretted going back to dreamland after my breakfast..

Had a bad dream which some how affected my mood...

tml got to meet SH to buy leads on behalf of alvin...

gonna rain soon........to be continue

Sunday 2 Aug 2009

2009-08-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

Today is sunday, everyone had their own activites

and i m all alone by myself...

Aint that bad as Zhou Gong is by my side

Problems disappeared when i spend each time with him.

My BNNC is gone,

Family is nice enough to leave A SLICE for me?

Thinking what to have for dinner gives me headache,

For a moment thought of instant noodle,

And decided to settle down with it.

Thursday 30 july 2009

2009-08-02T19:15:00.005+08:00

Met up with ping n chew...30 july..

Ping n me...

My pretty ping participated in Miss Singpore... ...

Lets take a look...the cheapest food in food court i have ever seen....

Ping's Porridge= $3.00

Max 's Beef noodle= $5.00

Chew's Prawn noodle= $5.00

Mine!!!!!!! n u guess how much??????? Char siew rice=============$6.50!!!
Its damn damn damn......zzzzzz...#@$! Speechless..

Thanks chew for my bday gift...black top..

After our activities...we went to meet alvin n jack to k at bedok...
its cheap..but there is always a but..the mic sux...
Went to chew's place for supper..her treat..
Three of them had a discussion....n i was nua-ing thru out..

Wed 29 july 2009

2009-07-30T13:47:00.008+08:00

Wed 29 July

It was a happy day for bak cos it was her bird day...
a happy day for me as well cos finally there was someone who is always early but came
later then me...wohohoh....I m early! I m early! haha erm actually i wasnt early lah..
just that she was later..

Had my dinner at Mos burger...Bak the bday gal (right red top)

Well..we are in the toilet..playing ard after touch-up?

The best photographer of the year 2009....is...... Me!
Try harder nxt time babes!

Its youu..u....uu.....i had a tragic death...

Hai..poor baks and fang...bruises all over...the best thing is..
they dunno how they got it...

We rched butterfac...fang n me:)

My poly gang...

Bak (bday gal) being surrounded...gilbert(rui xin's LA friend) have been molested by gals thru out..
tsk tsk tsk...

hahaha...rui xin(left) was send to Gleneagles in the mids of party..High fever..

Lets side track..

This know belongs to fang..

Her name is Pepper Hu...

Fang just shaved her hair..look then nerdy...

Fang's mum and pepper..Look at her pose..soo..ooo cucte!

Look at pepper!!!adorable man...

Alright!!back to Butterfac...basically..felt tired...
poly buddy came over to my place to stay...:)
morning had breakfast...now gonna stop writting n proceed to my next half day with ping n chew..

Thursday 23 july- 26 July Sunday 2009

2009-07-27T03:02:00.004+08:00

Wondering y m i blogging at this hour???
Insomnia...best time to update alittle..

Hmm..recently learnt quite lot when doing sp..
thanks to alfred (prud collegues)...but not helping at all to my friends..
I m sorry guys...
erm...saying sorry is just being polite lah hor...as u know i m a polite, sweet, nice
soft spoken..most importantly beautiful girl.... ya!

well...

Thur 23 july - Act healthy day

Jack driving us to CCK stadium...

Forever staying away from my cam...Alvin!!!

The champion is....None! Action for the day...lol..
Its quite fun playing table tennis..just pick up a little skill from them..
finally realised that i m abit stiff n slow in learning...erm..well..i m just being humble..

Offer! Offer!Pomelo for sale!!!
my boss is not only a sincere insurance advisor..
he shows sincerity by growing his own pomelo too....his passion n main job..

At nite..we went to ah chew's place for steamboat...

Looks delicious..hotdog!!..but still not as nice as the one that i ate during
my 21 lst bday at chalet!He is an expert who likes to serve ppl with his honey hotdog..
suck it before u bite.. u can taste the sweetness before the salty comes..
OOps sound wrong again.. Arghh..re-phrase it!
erm...basically i cant remember how many hotdogs i had during 21 lst bday ..
Ah!sorry..sound wrong again...stupid mouth of mine!
He had been through several rounds with me and together with the comments..
he improved his skill in making it...
Arghhh..I better stop saying..its getting out of nowhere..
just wanna say..he is good at bbq-ing honey hotdog..n i miss it..!

Well..they thought me how to play texas holdem after steamboat..not bad..
just tat my mind is not functioning well at nite..
plus NUMBERS and new game to me is = Headache

Friday 24 july

sleep from 8am to 12am till next day..munch something and continue my sleep
till 3pm..a total of 31 hrs - 2hrs (fixing appt) - 1 hr(meal) = 28hrs of sleep
Tats a day nia...what have i got to say? not much just......

... feels like a new born baby!

after i wokeup 3pm on Sat 25 july..
Went to Bong bong (my cousin house) right after visiting my grandma...

They named their dog , dino....who really knows how to please people..
bong bong...i vote for him to stay!

I stayed at her hse and went back hm the nxt day...
exchanges several clothes with bong bong...
n I entrusted my guess top in ur hands..so take care of it ya=)

My weekends just ended like that!
Goodnite=)

Wed 22 july 2009

2009-07-22T22:03:00.007+08:00

Banana season is here!!Had a lot of banana cakes recently..and taste nice when it is ..."wet"..
hahaha..sound wrong.?only people like michael jackson will think so...?
so naughty huh...

How is my work getting on?
Inshort, home biz leads sucks...
However when calling up people to upgrade their medishield,
my level of patient upgraded too..

Today my mum nearly lost her important documents...
She reached home and found it missing n went back to her
workplace to find..in the end it was found at home hanging behind the
door knob...Thank God..

Gosh!Alex gonna go overseas to work again..hai~
sis...u should know wat kind of person alex is...
This problem has been there for some time..i guess if he cant
compromise...u really need to think it thru again...Pray to ur God and ask for direction...

hmm..my brother has become more sensible..found himself a decent job..80 percent is all for his gf..whatever it is..hmpf!Proud of him!he managed to stand firm :)
Dun disappoint us ya!jia you!

Monday 13 July 2009

2009-07-13T17:26:00.005+08:00

Feeling lifeless of me,
thought of nothing today..

exchanges a few messages with ping mei..
lots to catch up ping!

I want nothing but my steamboaaa...aa..tt....

10 july 2009

2009-07-13T17:14:00.004+08:00

Hey guys..its been a long time i didnt update my own blog..

Basically....

Mon to fri working....

after work will be out with collegues...

Friday 10 july

Ah pi's 24 birthday..met him at jp to eat newyork newyork..
we ordered the big big burger...omg!!!

Helppp...pppp...I cant finished....

Before and after...they have this deal in new york new york..
if one can finish in 1 hr time....
this meal will be free and plus a complementary dessert..
wow..take the challenge guys..but i doubt so...

Message dedicated to ah pi:

Pi..Happy 24 th Bday..May all your dreams come true...hope u have enjoy
this simple meal with me=) I m sorry for being irritating at times..i dun mean it=(
I am really thankful to you for giving me this honour to celebrate with you...
i m not good in my language but its genuine from the bottom of my heart.

Always wanting you to be happy de- ninnin

2009-06-29T13:26:00.004+08:00

I went to pi's brother ah vin 21st bday in the end...

pi fetched me....on our way to collect cake..

Birthday boy..

pi acting buzy...

My cousin xin..open ur mouth..ahhh..

Wedding photo of Martin (pi's 2nd bro) & Rachael..

Cake choosen by pi n martin..its Nice!

Aint he looks like a bear?

Kory (someone who ressemble ah vin) n Grace (my rival)!!...

Great grandmaster with her daughter n grand children..
Identical face if u realised..

ah ying's siblings..her eldest brother(behind vin) is a handsome chap...
but..erm..pi still the best...

He is the one that i love n worth waiting...

Heard of si chan lan da?this is one of the example..
die die also must be with pi..

if u noticed..ah ying was unhappy about something..
greatgrandmaster ruined it...
Ah ying we have been thru it as well..

ah ying u are the best present for his 21st bday...
hope u really make the right choice..he loves u..

Happy 21st Vin...

This park view apartment is extremely dirty..

Forever like to pose...

We are the last few to leave the place...
kory vin pi n me went for supper while waiting for kory to cool
down after his drink..
I really enjoyed the time when i did a massage on pi's leg..
felt real happy n contented...

26 June 2009

2009-06-27T10:50:00.002+08:00

Coconut!!here is my update!wordy again...Must read!once in a while wordy...

Today is the day that pi will be celebrating his birthday together with his 2 brothers at Park view...sorry pi.. hope u understand that i dun feel good if i m there..I have tried my best!

hmm...i m doing part time at manulife...ytd the training was damn ...............wow...had a hard time to absorb...the bosses were good...no choice to join tele again cos got to earn for my own expenses while waiting for ttsh...i guess at least the ppl over manu is better than pru...?

Pi..i will let time heal my heart...as the saying goes "what is urs will be urs"...
Your happiness n health matters the most:)
hope u enjoy today:)

if only u feel contented,u will get the real peace...

I have learn to feel contented...n
I felt peaceful now...

Of cos...not forgetting improving ur life as well...
Balance it well!:)

Monday 8 june 2009

2009-06-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

pi..ii..

I m really feeling down...

every nite it is just a nightmare to me..
till morning will be a aimless day...

i hated myself...

Saturday 6 June - 8 June Sunday 2009

2009-06-08T01:19:00.002+08:00

Saturday 6 June

I woke up till very late..probably 5 plus..
didnt went for the wedding...

went out to meet collegues click for dinner...
chatted alot...with a friend named by alfred..
You have a choice...better lot than me:)

I wondering what is pipi doing now..out wif friends?

Sunday 7 June

Woke up late again...always felt fatigue during weekends..
afraid of weekends...

my dad cook herbal chicken soup..ah pi's favourite!
i brought it over to his house for him drink before meeting serene..
pi..are u trying to provoke me n make me give up on u...?
keep telling me that the soup is not nice la can dun drink.. this kind of comments..?
after that ah pi did causually ask me not to go n ask me to sing with him..
well it sounds good..but i know that he just need someone to sing with him thats all..
you dun mean to stop me from leaving...its not negative tots but thats the fact..
i sang a few songs with him n i left cos i have aredy promised to meet serene up..
feel bad...sorry babe...got to let u wait a while...

pi..is serene right to say that you are just being courteous towards me that is y that
nite u are being nice to me..saying things that u noe u might misleading me..
Are u letting the nature take its course or u just want me to give up on my own accord..
pi...i really love u..i really do....
but trust me pi...i really noe what i wanted...
I m willing to use all the time i have in this life to take care n to love u..
will i get this rare chance to do so?
i m willing to wait for 5 years for just that chance...
to let u know how regretted n how much i needed u in my life..
this is really from the bottom of my heart..

Friday 5 June 2009

2009-06-06T03:25:00.003+08:00

Everyday i will recieve a message n that is:

"Sharon,you know that u are paid $7 /hr instead of $10 /hr right"

daily without fail..all bosses trying to cut my pay if possible..
A mountain of shit!
You guys are doing business...dont ever try to ask people to put themself in your shoe..
At times I have tried to put it n compromised..but u guys getting farr..rrr too much..

Sick of it but that doesnt stop me from fighting for my pay..

Pushing me to one corner??give it a try..you will find that I m smarter than you:)

Hmpf...do not let my work affect my mood n become part of my life...hmpf...it can never
happen!
la la la la....

i m tired...guess not going to my sister's friend church wedding...will pass her a gift one day
...gonna sleep...hwahhhhhh..
oh ya...sunday nite having dinner with serene...
looking forward on 14 june!!!outing with coconut n ping mei!

ah pi gd nite:)

Thursday 4 june 2009

2009-06-04T23:13:00.003+08:00

well..nothing much....slept the whole day..
met my sister n her friend hui hui for dinner..
we had subway..

hmm...spicy italian sucks...
taste salty...

just trimmed my eyebrown..
$6....bought the travel pack for coconut n myself...

Sister friend by the name of wanrong...
oh dear..she is damn childish...just beccause she wasnt choosen to be bridemaid
she felt angry n decided not to turn up for her wedding dinner..
n even wanted to end her friendship with the bride..Lame!

she is a common friend btw me n kok yong...
hai~crazy..have not grown up yet...

Thursday 4th June 2009

2009-06-04T05:13:00.002+08:00

Its 5 am in the morning..
i couldnt sleep at till now...

..i finally understand what does pipi mean by i would give up one day..
Give it a thought..
pi u are awesome....

You are just like a reflection of me..
that is why i able to read ur intention..
You have choosen the best,top rated ways to deal with it...
n i agreed..

Pi..have u really thought of giving me a chance?
Yes but u decided not to...

Pi..there is really alot of unknown hurts caused in me ..
Many times i have choose not to listen..selective listening?
But trust me..it aint easy for a person who is negative to think it positively...
I have tried!i keep convincing myself...
but m i lying to myself??how long can this go on...
No doubt i m happy at times....

I can feel that ur heart is soften a little..but this is part of ur scheme..

pi..i appreciated it seriously...

i knew that i m no longer ur joy...
but i will do my best in regardless..
to share ur burdens n make u happy..

Ninnin just want you to be happy...

Tuesday 2 June 2009

2009-06-02T23:43:00.006+08:00

Monday 1 June

After my work ..

had cup of steam milk...while settling my previous pay with yijie..

yiling stressing again...

Tuesday 2 June

How much i needed a support from u pi..
Y things that are bad keep haunting me..
My life is in a mess...
n i wont allow to be it again..

Sunday 31 May 2009

2009-06-01T02:42:00.004+08:00

Silly me came to realise something..
Through the best of my knowledge...

5 years of waiting..
Just to put a stop to my pain,
Lending me a hand to move on,
Knowing you will try in all vains,
You earn my appreciation,
Hoping the time just stop,
No intention of raking this sweet dream,
But enjoy the moment decieving myself.

21 May 2009
Trip to Tampines

Dad dropped us at amk..sis grabbed a bun to ease her hunger..

Say cheeze!

My treats! Their very first cows junior..
me?2nd time..

Cute couples bringing a lampost me around..

I do really enjoy this outing with my sister..
Feeling great when spending time with family..

Thursday 28 May 2009

2009-05-29T01:31:00.003+08:00

Silly girl had a conversation over the phone,
Someone that had the most control over her emotion,
Just a simple two sentences,
Makes her day on 28 May 2009.

Sunday 24 May 2009

2009-05-29T00:29:00.005+08:00

Belated Mother'S day

Mum just rched n unpacked all the food stuff..

My da yi..aunty mary....

Ah Boon ku ku..

Sui ku n her daughter...

My xiao yi...tasting food..

Mum daughter n son..

for the first time..ur eyes is this big...

nice food...

my favourite..

my cousin...slim down due to toothache...

My sa gu .. he is feeling better nowadays...hopefully he can really reunite
with his ex-wife..we would accept her for who she is as long as my sa gu is
happy..

PIPI ur favourite....

Large tv..for wat rite??

for my this family......yy...yy..big?
If pipi was around...it would be nice...:(

Thursday 21 May - 23 May Saturday 2009

2009-05-23T19:46:00.004+08:00

Thursday 21 May

Mum gave us drink Bird nest..each one of us gets one...thank u mimi..

In the end..pipi insisted to meet me for supper....
it brought me back to alot of memories...he brought mi to 126 to eat dim sum..
but i wasnt having any appettite..pipi..u are very sweet enuff to remember that i dont
eat green onion (chong)..:)He hugged me and comforted me when my
tears flow profusely..thank u pi..i miss u badly..pi..I m willing to wait for u..

Friday 22 May

I m with yiling PA...eating Mos burger...Coconut cant make it..cos chris is there
waiting for her liao...n Coconut bites me!!!!!!

Saturday 23 May

Slpt the whole day till 6pm...
going to have dinner with my siblings...

Monday 18 May - 20 May Wednesday 2009

2009-05-20T23:10:00.006+08:00

Monday 18 May

work !work !work!use my break time to buy bday gift for shireen..
end up very rush for my dinner..haha feeling touched coconut??
hmm..bought chocs for her...Happy bday!
Enjoy ur short trip to malaysia with chris!!!

The best Chocz in the world...

Look at her smile...happi like a coconut..

Tuesday 19 May

Sick of making calls for alvin aka mosquito...
whole day somemore...the comment s he gave really damn demoralising..
he is not a bad boss but his commentsssss....sss affected me...it will not happen again!

Wednesday 20 May

Finally can update my whereabouts..recently my bro keep using his laptop n
i didnt get a chance to use...now he isnt at hm...great!!every morning is rush one...
wake up too late..but i did slp early every nite!so does it mean i m a pig?
Tonite surpose to mit ah pi for supper..
i miss him but dont wanna make things difficult for him..
if he really wants to meet up..he will take the initiative..
but i guess..i shouldnt complain so much...he suffered more than i do...
In the end..meeting cancelled...

i will brace myself up n date u out again regardless how hurtful i m..
missing u...

Recently get in touch with my polymates...he is damn super buzy..
but he is hardworking enough..hmpf..inspired by this uncle teo!

gt to slp...if not cant eat breakfast tml..

Saturday 16 May 2009

2009-05-16T23:58:00.003+08:00

Intro u guys..my little lovely cousin bong bong..
Make a guess of her age?

We went to eat sushi tei..
Ping Mei..sushi tei at paragoon have shifted to the other side lo..

Bong bong..no matter how long u face the mirror..ur complexion is still erm..
YA!

Lets take a photo!

It seems like ur armpit have grown a few fine strands of hair?

horrible!!.. n yes it is this bad...its time to use Rexona..

Dun emo!! say Cheeze!!Arhhhhh..

Cheeze!

We went for our dinner..mei you starbucks kopitiam ye hao..

This is my left over fish bluff bee hoon..it looks untouch..No appettite..

Look at bong bong's Fish porridge..

Are u a pig?

Went to get myself a cup of milk..No appetite to eat..should at least drink something..
if not i gonna lose my small boobs again..

Ahhhh!!!!Say Cheeze!!!Cheezzzzzzze..ee..hey guys it works..
it can make u guys happier.. it was amethod introduced by bong bong who
is just a sec 3 ,15 yr old young hot mature girl?

Ahhh..i nid a hp...anyway..my ex boss is not back yet..
Is she a swindler??
Ass..my 500 hundreds salary..

Wednesday 13 May 2009

2009-05-13T13:22:00.004+08:00

An out burst resulted in this kind of eyes..

Am i really a burden to people?
I m sorry to all that i didnt manage to bring joy to u guys:(

I will try harder..

My very first 23 rd bday gift from my sister..Early bday gift..
Thank you:)i love it!

Mon 11 May 2009

2009-05-11T22:14:00.004+08:00

From the moment I opened my eyes this morning,
the day was bad through out..
Even till now,
Lonely of she,
walking home soulessly..
Hoping all her strength could last longer..

Sunday 10 May 2009

2009-05-11T00:26:00.003+08:00

Saturday 9 May- Emo-ing b4 going to ah xin hse for mother's day celebration..
pi..nin nin really love u..ninnin will gain back her self respect..

Sunday 10 May- outing with my poly click..fang is someone who
nv give up on her friends..

Bak is back from dubai...but gonna fly to back nxt fri..

Kali just changed her bf...nothing much to tok about her...

Wahs...real and fake model...

This is more frightening..

Chiangbaklohkho went to tampines 1 to shop..wow..i strongly recommend
this place to ppl who really like to shop..We didnt shop the whole place..
only stopped at second level..will be back again.

Monday 4 May - Friday 8 May 2009

2009-05-09T14:44:00.004+08:00

Mon 4 may-1st day working for new advisor Shirley
its a new start again...dun like this feeling..
Not bad..managed to make lots of calls...

Tue 5 may-managed to maintain the no of my apptments fixed..
if nv remember today was ping mei's tp..Nvm always do ur best ping!
N you are not Fat understand!!!!

Wed 6 may-morning mum announced it with stress tat she might not be working aredy:(
what a breaking news!!!Dun worry i will suppport u mummy!

Thur 7 may-My mum lost a important document!! jialat!The doctor got to scream at her again
Shit!
My job is secured but short working hours ahhh..hh

Fri 8 day-i want to work longer hours...helpppp...pp....:)
tml got to ah xin hse to celebrate mother's day:)

Short n Sweet ... ...n Understandable?shireen??hahaha thanks for designing my blog..

Sunday 3 May 2009

2009-05-04T00:11:00.004+08:00

I m losing all my emotions when I am alone...

I cant move on in some ways after my pillar had collapsed...

I am afraid of the future....

Starting to lose faith in myself...

I m lost in the jungle....

Telling myself not to be afraid and take a step at a time..

Let natural take its course..

Will it help by encouraging myself...

Guess so...a little..

Saturday 2 May 2009

2009-05-03T23:42:00.005+08:00

Good morning...
Thanks for ur breakfast ya ping mei:)

On our way to Vivo to meet up with serene...its her birthday:)

Ping mei's 1 month old son..
hahaha...we are at serene hse le...baby's natural mum is not around..
Just dun understand y ppl can just so irresponsible..shouldnt just plan for kids if u r not ready.

breakfast girl n toufu girl

Someone that changes my point of view of him...WELCOME TO BE MY FRIEND...

Shireen came late..
ping mei n i shared woes together...
painting her nails..rubbishing all the way..

nothing much..
Some photos are with ping mei there..so didnt post it...

:)
Where is my bong bong....
I miss her....

Friday 1 May 2009

2009-05-03T21:30:00.005+08:00

ITS ALL FOR YOU shireen!!!make it less wordy..

Early in the morning 10.30 had Ya kun breakfast @ Far East with ping mei:)
While waiting for our pay transter...

Shop around far east:)happen to see this shop..abit jap jap..aiyo nv take a photo of this unique coca cola can..

We went to paragoon to buy lingerie and shaped pingmei eye brown..

Wahssss....Shireen.. i cant take it liao this part have to be wordy!!!...its all about my salary..
my advisor wanted deduct my salary and delayed..i mean its just not so right to do so..she felt that i didnt put in enuff effort..well fine...just blame on her that she trusted me this much...but she is the one who said that she is flexible and i can make calls at hm...her leads were either wrong no or not in use...hey..i mean lets take it as all my fault..u can just dont employ me th nxt month,i m fine with the deduction..but why did she delay half of my pay and said that she wanted to see the leads lst...what does that mean??Its all fion the other advisor who kept bad mouthing about me.. Hey i didnt make fion's leads gone missing...she was the one who didnt collect it the nxt day and it was stolen by ppl..its NOT ME!its all connected and linked!! that why my advisor delayed pay and insisted to see her leads lst...afraid that i steal it and sell to the others??a mountain of shit!Arghhh....chill chill! if not i cant guarantee fion's safety when she is alone...hiak hiak hiak...chilllllllll......kk..stop wordying...if not shireen will have to sleep late again..

NXT..

So angry..ping mei felt it for me too!..So sweet rite..tot she is cold blooded..hahaha..OOps..We went to indulge our with great food at SUSHI TEI...yum!

Hmm..its really nice...nicer than Sakae sushi..its a regret that i didnt enjoy it with pipi previously:(

All her craziness subdued my anger..she and this pkt of tissue...lol...

She is crazying about this packet of tissue..covering blanket for this tissue..
Think she is this crazy??nah..this tissue represent...for reader to guess...
Dude..she is just so crazy about u...trying her damn best to mms over..

hahaha..@ ping mei's hse..after our bathe:)OOps..Shireen didnt take photo with her bro..he headed out to arena with friends..sob sob didnt stay at hm..hai~wasted..wahahahaa...

Veri tired whole day...
3pm to 8.45pm buying bra...
included 1 hr lunch at sushi tei...1/2 hr shaping eye brown..

Steady rite..we kept trying bra...

NitesZZZZzzz

Tuesday 28 April 2009

2009-04-28T22:56:00.002+08:00

Sobs...end of this month kena pok...my boss cant afford to hire me liao..sobs..
abit at loss...
is it i take too much break?
but i did make sure the appointments enuff woh...
how??i aready make plannings le..hmpf...
i wanna study NIE..but why they dun wan me?????y????
i cant go bck to nursing line as well...work for one yr meh??
not here not there...sobs...

N I really enjoy my this job...n MY PING MEI especially....sobs...i really enjoy with her..
we work and play hard together....n eat n eat n eat!!!no go where find collegue eat wif me...?ahhhhhhhhh....

Things doesnt go smoothly for me....
my mum gonna stop working OT le....
if now i gonna break this news to her...she sure worried..hai~
better hurry find a new job....Its time for her to relax...

Tot that i can finally work full time for long term but no...ah pi..its not that i dun want to work..i can work for long de:)i got no choice...i miss u...i really do......I have tried to move on...i have tried really.....i stop myself for thinking about u...stop myself from emo-ing...its not easy trust me....

If i m given another chance...I will nv let happiness slip out from my hands again...I will hold u tight again...i miss u pi...How to let u noe without interrupting ur life...?this is my only way to shout out loud to say I MISS U!!this is the only way of expressing my feelings out as u cant see cant hear...cos u dunno about my blog???:)cheers the best way of all...

Hmm...well feels lots better..
heeheehee....my blog is full of feelings...hahaha bear it with me..interested to noe whether will i still be leading this emo life style?Continue to support my blog..hahaha read it daily...erm..not everyday la..if i got time to update..?

Readers can feel it?that i felt better??

Hmpf..Looking forward to My date with a breakfast girl..Ping Meiiiiiiii....iiiii.....
Gonna buy soon!yea!

Friday 24 April 2009

2009-04-24T22:24:00.003+08:00

hohohoho..today..woke up late..yyy???cos feeling sharp pain n cramp over tummy....hahaha MENSES!!!help..no wonder lately eat a lot...

wooo..oo...recieved ping mei's msg saying that she bought my sandwich..ah!!!straight away bathe n when down to pto...hahaha sound like a hungry ghost..hahaha..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!the sandwhich pipi love the most,,,too bad...heehee hmpf..ping mei out of sudden veri nice to me...is she up to something or she wants to poison me???cos i m veri noisy at work???haha no cant be the reason because i m too cute n nice for her to do that..n i m her one n only tofu girl...rite???hahaha...today she dressed like a mina....haha..red n black...oh swimming cancelled n changed to JOGGING wahssss....veri long nv jog liao.....
Coming Monday will be meeting shireen at cck to get her out from her house to work and eat Breakfast at the same time..Hmpf better wake up woh babe!

Had dinner with my bro n sis @ sunplaza..do we look alike?

Just msg Bong bong..miss her...she is preparing for her exams..she just met up with martin to revise with her work..hahaha bong bong says martin is more patient than marcus...How can that be..lol gonna meet her during the 16 may after her exam...
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Thursday 23 April 2009

2009-04-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

hi guys..this morning i managed to wake up early..hohoohohoh..for the sake of my breakfast..hmm..but was a little late..and due to train problem...i was even late...forever de lah...
think some one jump or wat..it was by the train person that due to track fall..dunno??

Anyway...i had my 3 meals punctually for these few days...wat haarpen???hahaha..its sounds bad rite..but its actually healthy...hahahaha..just cant control my meals...maybe menses cuming??dunno..usually dun have this kind of symptoms de...not sure either..hahaha..i do really enjoy working whenever ping mei is around..hahaha..she is lame...we are like the 24/7 radio..always sing in the tele room..siao de..today i was laughing and was toking to my client at the same time...n my client couldnt hear my voice at all..n i was forced to put down the phone cos i really cant control my laughter...n wasnt sure what was i laughing at...Veri Smart...hahaha...hmpf!get fat when i m with her too!!!well gonna swim this sun..Ping Mei jia you!!Oh ya shireen is another one...she always stared at her leads whenever she is bored..hahaha today she was alone on the other seat...so i called her using office no...hahahaha..she is cute!and ..gonna motivate her to cum early to work!!!earn more money for ur lasik dear..n our genting trip??

heehee...after my work..i went to meet my sister at bishan..yeah...finally only me n her alone...
she wanted to buy her stuff at Mini toons...hmm..in the end also nv buy but we bought something else...shall show it to u tml..no time to make...hohoho...excited to c??its something cute...we went to macdonald..and the best is i m having slight feverish...

Ping mei...cum n join us..its nice....ur supper is equalise to all this..so no diff..cum join us...oops..i gonna be fatty again..but dun worry..recently i was more on a healthy track...i wana be radiant n not walking around with a sick look...hehehe...healthy modern lifestyle...:)

Thats my twin sister..hey actually other than me by 3 yrs k...i look like the elder..tats more like it!

after dinner..we went to mini toons lo..hehehe..remembered that ah pi bought 2 bull dog for me and we even sign up for the membership for free..heehee...n the 3rd bull dog which is the smallest ah pi bought it at KL for me..singapore dun have de..heehee..hmpf!

anyway today i drank plenty full of water liao...Pay day cuming..and oh ya i bought a new top..my sister paid for me lst!!arghhhh $43..its really nice n i find that it will not be out-dated even few yrs down the road..n its sexy...wee wu wee..i thnk really worth buying..if the top is $35..i might be happier?n think bong bong sure like this..its a big baby doll but a bit low cut guess she wont buy..thinking whether to alter it..hai~c how it goes..dun like baby doll..make me look fat.....

Nites..gonna bathe n slp..

Wednesday 22 April 2009

2009-04-22T23:18:00.003+08:00

this morning surpose to have breakfast with shireen but in the end didnt...cos she got something on?hahah but tml i will be having breakfast with my ping mei..

hmm...i woke up ard 12 noon..and was lazing ard..emo-ing the way..today is my day with pipi...its 22nd..hmm..nv really feel much about it..i dun wanna to think because it will affect my work...which i noe pipi will not like it...but somehow my brain dun listened to wat i say..its really a pity to end our relationship just like tat..i noe that i dun deserve u...n i really tot so..but deep down i really love u...to apologise to u isnt good enuff...but i willingly to change for all ur sake...allow me to take care of u through out ur life...but this will not be the ending...well like i say..i just want u to be happy nothing more than that...I have cut out all the possible way of contacting with u..i really want to set u free as i noe u want space...with my existence is an obstruction to u...u wont be able to start new life which u are looking forward to...pipi..ninnin really feel veri happy for the past 4 yrs..dun remember all the quarrels but those happy memories..thank u..as for u..i m really sorry..i didnt really leave any good memories...but i hope u will always remember those happy n bad times that we went thru..not contacting you ddoesnt mean i have forgotten about u...my soul is with u all the time..can u feel it?My promises to u will remain..i will stay away from u n come back to ur comfort zone here if u need it..:)

Hmm..after this long emo times i went to work...work till veri late..ate alot as usual..
tml ping mei goin to treat me eat breakfast..got to rch pto at 8.30am..haha i gtg to work from 9 to 9 liao...wooo...ooo..

Think pipi exams should be finish le bah..:)finally can rest le...enjoy out there with ur friends!

Monday 20 April 2009

2009-04-21T00:37:00.004+08:00

Well..today..paige msges wake me up...she wana sub-way with mi...lol...
i get up straight from my bed n just bathe and went out to meet her.. hehehehe..

I went to prepare Shireen gift..show u..

Elmo....i have one too!
after sub-way..we went back to office n work....phew..ww...feeling full of energy...
went back n make quite a no of pages of call...ping mei n i were having lots of fun at work...she is damn lame..

We were laughing over the dreams we had (spitting all the tooth out from mouth)??
then she told me about her gum veri thin..so i showed her the above action and guess wat she did??she went to draw the pic nxt to me...lame??

Ping mei!stop grinding teeth if not...hiak hiak hiak ..u will be like me..cant close my teeth together..cant even chew food!

No comments...nxt tym should wear a magnifying glass if ur bf finds u lousy with ur tiny eyes..

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we went for dinner together with jonathan who snatched away ping mei's rice bowl...
hahahhahaha good luck to jonathan..

Had one piece of my favourite Chewy Brownie...Yummy!it would be nice if u can have it for ur teabreak together with one cup of warm milk..while reading newspaper..?

Iwent home n take stairs up to 10 floor....shiok..feels healthy..hahahha..act nia..anyway going to swim with ping mei during this weekends..or maybe friday evening...cut down my calories...stay healthy and maintain my tai tai lifestyle..Hmm but must pay my debt finish first for all this to happen..

tml gonna work at 9 am..hahhaha n i can sure wake up k to all...veri long nv squeeze with the office ppl on train liao...Nites!

Sunday 19 April 2009

2009-04-19T13:16:00.007+08:00

Why am i feeling so emo....???I hate it and always happen every morning when i wake up...I hate it...get day my day started late..i m always this tired no matter how much i slp...when can i get over it!!!!it is really veri torturing...really i mean it..but i keep telling myself wat ah pi went thru last time is worst than that...Accept it SHARON KHO!!!!this is ur retribution!!!!

Pipi..trust me..i really dont mean it to hurt u previously...I kept blaming myself all these while...I noe that blaming myself cant solve anything and its no longer the issue about getting this solved...I just cant forgive myself....i m still living in guilt even u dont love me any more....I dont want it too...I am really sorry..

Hmm...venting all my emotions out..i felt a little better...
my dad .bro n his friends were back with one queen size bed and frame...
the bed itself is quite hard ...this reminded me of the past when pipi bought one queen size bed and found out that the bed is soft...i was complaining when i slept ,he promised to buy me another bed when he got the money..pipi..i m really veri upset when all this sweet memories just pass by my brain..it is really a waste...my sister said that u can actually choose to rebuild our love than to let go..n u didnt...pipi..i m on ur side in the way that u have tried ur best...its all about feelings...feeling comes lst...No chemistry its harder to be together...pipi..sometimes i m wondering whether do u feel something missing in ur life or u totally forget about the existence of me..?i just wanna noe whether is that a small little point of time that u sort of remembered me?tot of me?Its really painful when one lose feelings for the other...n its totally no feelings at all..not even the missing feeling..Even i miss my friend..pipi..sometimes i m wondering m i really this stupid and not smart enuff to be ur gf..cos i myself prefer smart guys cos they can take care of the family and will not lose out...so does it apply to u who wants a gal who is smart smart de ne?some one whose engish is as powerful as urs?or at least understand ur words?pipi..i despise myself...my english sucks..I dont even noe what are u toking about when u are chatting wif intelligent ppl..i noe u can bring down ur level to mine..but i guess u prefer someone same as u??:)this might be the smallest percentage of reason that u left me n clearly know that i m not ur type and u want someone who has same frequency as u??:)I still believe that u really once deeply in love with me and was not bcos of that.. Deep down in my heart, i m the one who ruined the relationship and my own happiness...whatever reason u gave it to me was just to chase me away..n i noe u dun mean it..u just dont have the feelings anymore..i understand:)
Pipi..when u are not around ,i miss u..today i packed all my stuff on my table..
and some of the things really reminded me of u..

remember this pipi??u purposely put in ur bag so that if i m hothot u will fan for me..cos ah pi noes that ninnin scared of hot n the worst is get angry erh..

These stuff??when we started working for ur dad??property agent?ur favourite directory n ur professional file??its tired but i enjoy viewing the house with u and do the tokings..

This serum i bought it at bugis n that is when u vomiited and kept having diarhea...i went to buy charcoal for u??in the end u vommited every thng...lately we send u to hospital?i accompanied u thru out..n still remeber wat u said to be..u thank me for not meeting my friend and told me that at point of time u needed me the most..pipi..now who is my turn that nid u...but unfortunately u left me..but i never blame u at once for losing feeling for me..nv ever..and no one can just blame u.. Maybe over my dead body?

remember this??u asked me to write down my expenses??i told u actually dont nid but u told me like this then i will noe where all my money gone too...hmm..i will continue to do so...i will not just write but i will control my finance well..

I m always this HOT...after packing the room..other times also feeling hot...always..hai~dunno y..hahaha..
Oh ya pipi..Heard that jurong east swimming complex close liao..oops...how are u going to swim..n will be reopen during june woh..oopsy..oh ya u still got ur soccer...just hope that u will be careful during kicking the ball..u always get injured..be careful...pipi..in ur facebook i have seen ur profile n indeed u really noe how to attract gals...i hopee that the nxt one will be the one who bring colours to ur life..ur happiness matters to me..n like i say..i will be quietly stay as a comfort zone for u..ninnin welcome u back..i can nv love the nxt person more than u..just like martin can nv love rachael more than ah xin...

Oh Ya..lately my bong bong gonna sit for her exam..waiting to meet her...n waiting for ming fang sheng zi(hahah meeting her for exercise session,still got to wait for her free time)...

hwahh...~~gonna slp now...nid beauty slp....er hem!now aredy 1.26am..beauty sleep time over..

Friday 17 April 2009

2009-04-18T15:50:00.004+08:00

didnt really have mood for the whole day...

I went to meet Serene n shiya for awhile to jp....they want to find their advisor?to tell him she wants to quit??
On my way there i was really damn emo...lots of memoriees just flash back...still rmb the time when pipi and i cycle to JP??after that we go find our parking lots???then have our dinner???
I was veri happy as i noe they gonna extend the shopping centre...n deep in my heart i was thinking if the shopping centre opens pipi dun haf to travel so far with me n shop..near his house n convenient if he wants to go home:)n we can cycle!!save money..but now???hai~regretted and serene is right...regrets are meant to rmb...anyway..i didnt wanna go hm alone taking train along this line as i nid distractions from friends..i dont want tink too much again..but max was down at Jp to fetch serene and shiya to boat quay n i wanted to go hm..i asked them to fetch me hm as well...but dunno wat happen..serene nearly quarrel with max cos of tat..anyway later...max apologise to mi...hahaha had a diffrent view of him now:)

When i was on my way home alone..lots of things came into my mind at one go..things like how pipi chase after mi n how he asked mi to be his gf...thats when the time i saw my sister at void deck toking on the phone..i sat down down silently bside her and had my tears dropped continuosly...and tok things out..felt better after that..hmm..after that i went hm after my bathe.....

OOps..felt bad lately..didnt really get much appointments for yijie..
and She really dun like to ans call...weirdo??hahahaha she is nice actually...
and i befriended a new friend named jonathan..hahaha he is long nian de..same as ah xin..
anyway...I like the company of shireen and might want to ask her go overseas with me..really feel comfortable with her..hope she feels it in that way too???:)

Emo-ing

2009-04-16T23:37:00.004+08:00

hmm..ytd was quite a tiring day..

lots of things to update...
one by one no pushing ahh..hh

Bong bong lst..she was fxxking lucky...she managed to get back all her stuff..money everything intact..damn heng heng...bong bong...good for u ah..

Well...ytd nite was my lst time miting ping mei's suitor...and the suitor wanted to intro me guys...holy shit!!!match making again???n He drives fast!!!we went to bedok 85 to eat ba chor mee..wow..actually also not say veri nice leh..wah..i ate alot of things ytd..oats la..milk la...mr bean pancake..bowl of noodle...n all the suppers...ohh no...
hmm..on my way...i m quite emo...n tats the time when pipi msg me asking back his psp..
his msg were all quite hurting n i didnt wanna mention it again..cos no point..it was all my fault..
each n everytime toking about him..my day really down...i cried after toking to my sister...cos i really got no one to tok to....

oo...oo..I started working for other agents le..oops..its ping mei de agent..
hmm..not bad she..her communication skill is there man..haha..wish her good luck for all the appointments i have made for her..

oo...oo this morning nothing much didnt think alot...just emo-ing on the bed...
went to work late..oops..today nv make calls for my advisor...oops...

...

bong Bong lost her wallet..

2009-04-15T00:47:00.005+08:00

hmm..today whole day have been thinking wat to do...hmm..i purposely go work late de woh..so work until late at nite then go hm..then jiu slp le...tomorrow..oops should be tonite cos now aready 12.52am le,i will be going to bedok 85 to eat with ping mei and her suitor to eat ba chor mee..then guess they will send me home bah...cos he drives..?

Oh ya My poor bong bong lost her wallet ,keys in sch...Shit...$80 d0llars woh....
she damn suay...just ask her mother to switch from daily to weekly allowance..after got her
lst weekly allowance ,she dropped it...worst come to worst...Ah ma kept screaming at her regarding the keys...scream til she burst into tears...Ah ma rocks!Plus today is her mum's birthday..she borrowed money fromher bro to buy cake for her mum...Very filial hor??my goosebump stand after hearing this ...this person who dun return her stuff sure will have his/her karma one day...bong bong..expensive lesson learnt ya?actually not as expensive compared to mine..hmm shall not talk about this today...Bong bong no money pls look for mi..dun be a Bull so ti ki...lao niang now working..have nothing else but money..$$$$$...

End month is cuming soon....i m scared..hmm...dun think about it...lalalala...I want to be happy every now n then..when the day cums then think...

Bong Bong Bo..n..ng...gggggg..ggg...U better cum find mi if u dun have money!!!
Dun make ppl worry for ur stomach...

""""Will Be missing You""""

2009-04-09T21:45:00.003+08:00

Pipi...

I Will Be Missing You

.... NinNin

Very Tired even after Long Sleep Zzzzz

2009-04-09T11:08:00.004+08:00

Laalalalalalalala...

Today my sister MC day..she had some infection in her body...always heart straining..hai
nobody can help her de..

Pipi...I have a question here...
Do u miss me?
small little miss for ninnin?
Know wat pi....i had just chased away one of my suitor...his name is desheng...
he is quite persistent at first...until ytd...he said something about u that i really Hate it..
I sort of piss off with him..n scolded him..
Well..Nobody will ever have this chance to insult u :)
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2009-04-08T14:01:00.003+08:00

Hee...hee..lately i keep in contact wif my angel friend..Her name is Fang..
Used to have four of us hanging out...Now bak had changed her career to become KONG JIE..
Ooooo..oo..Kali and fang still in hospital..hahaha..Wat about me???not here not there..I really do enjoy being a nurse as much as a teacher....Its really nice to work under the same occupation as ur si dang...more things to chat about..n C.O.M.P.L.A.I.N & G.O.S.S.I.P.S...something we used to do..Fang waiting for my pay day..we gonna eat Dim Sum at Lao Bei Jing woh...Veri cheap de..its BUFFET...hohohoohho..

Toking about lao bei jing...reminds me of pipi...My lst time in lao bei jing at novena..
we celebrated valentine day earlier..he brought me to long john silver n bought me a packet
of fries to eat while waiting for him to come bck..hahahah he acted secretive..I m just like toddler
..he asked me not to run about and told me the fries was for me..pipi says:"Be Good! papi will be bck soon."After that he was backed with a bouquet of roses..wah!!heehee..after that we went to Lao Bei Jing eat...oo...oo the shui long bao veri nice...got soup inside de..

==========Sweet Memories========

2009-04-07T00:11:00.005+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo...a few days nv update le..hmm..
today nv really think of him when i m alone...until....

When i had late dinner with shiya reminded me of marcus when she said she had a tummy ache after eating mac spicy...remember the new yr eve celebration i had with ah pi..I had a tummy ache and feel like vomiting after havin mac spicy...He brought me to Sembawang park to see fireworks..oh no!!guess what??He asked me for a dance!!!!Ahhhhh..
something that he wld nv do??he downloaded one romantic song in his psp..and we dance romantically...I m really touched :'' ')

Another thing that flash bck when shiya shared with us how she woke her ex up...

hahahaha...nuthing much......

2009-04-02T22:20:00.001+08:00

Hmm...What should I comment about my day???hmm sleepy,damn relac?
I was unable to get out from my bed..n ended up starting my day late..:(

Hmm..today appointments were made quite a number?:)

Oops this cuming sunday going to have gals outing again...TeleGals!!!HuHu...Wee wu Wee!
but pocket gonna have a big hole again...Nah!i wont let it happen...sure drag them go eat cheap cheap food...

Well...at this point of time...I tot of pipi again..we used to have a blog that we write down whatever we wan to say..hahaha just wana leave it as memory??
Although it nv flash back all those memories today..but I m still feeling the emptiness...Sometimes in the morning when there isnt any body at my hse..I m just like a souless person....What is my pipi doing now?i guess on facebook playing game?I m feeling helpless at times..I miss him yet cant let noe..I didnt want him to feel unhappy..Knowing that he doesnt want to lead me on and didnt want to hurt me yet he doesnt have a choice...I bet pipi isnt feeling good as well..he didnt want it to turn it out like dat too..I m willing to be the bearer of all this shit...i will give what he wants and that is to set him free:)This is the Best amendment to all the hurts i have caused in him n the only way of voicing "I m Sorry and I really love U"...
All i wanted is Not a Smile on ur face but seeing urself feeling real happy:)

2009-04-02T00:22:00.001+08:00

Today is the lst day of my full time job :)
and my BOSS was LATE...she overslpt..wohohoho...

Whole day nv really make calls...oops!

Ate 2 Siew Mai b4 work..

After work...went to meet Fang~Has been ages nv met her:)
~Alot of stuff to update..

SHIT! HP no Batt!

Rch Hm at 11plus..
bathe liao watch some damn *&#$@! LITTLE NYONYA